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This video gets in your head in the best way possible. Compare it to the last cast tapping, scratching videos and let me know if you enjoy the sounds of this microphone as much as I do. I have always been particularly fond of Tascam asmr. While this was not my first choice for Tascam microphones, the price was right and I love not only the crispness of sound but also the quasi binaural effect with a good set of headphones. I would still like to get the Tascam Dr-40 to be able to record truer binaural recordings. I am struggling a bit right now so sorry if uploads are inconsistent. My kid is really struggling as he is experiencing another loss. It's a very complicated situation that isn't my story to tell. But suffice it to say friendships don't come easily for my kid who is on the spectrum and he is to some degree losing his best friend. And the circumstances are quite tragic. I'm struggling to help him through it because as a mom I want to make everything all better for him even though that's not practical or even necessarily best. If you want to help me continue to better my ASMR my amazon Wishlist can be found at: https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/dl/invite/5gZ33rr?ref_=wl_share I have quite a list of requests and am working on getting them to you guys ASAP but I have had some issues yet again with recordings. I lost a really awesome bubble gum video with huge bubbles! I am also going to be doing a foot physical therapy video thanks to one of my awesome viewers! Hopefully that will help me with some of the weakness in my foot that has left me feeling super defeated. For those who feel strongly about contributing monetarily my cashapp is Existwithmeasmr. Thank you so much to everyone who has subscribed so far! You Me's are amazing! (That's what I'm calling you guys. Exist With Me and you are all the Me's as much as I am Me lol) I hope some of you who came for the cast will stick around. I may bring casts back in the future "recreationally"? Is that what you say? Lol I also have miles and miles of idea lists to bring new fresh asmr triggers that you might just love if you give them a try. I love you all so much. I also kind of want to do a video on depression and stigmas. I do deal with depression but I have lost loved ones to the S word and that is not something that I would ever consider. I have mentioned before that I wrestled with assisted suicide when the MS gets too bad but ultimately after soul searching it does not line up with my faith or beliefs. So you do not have to worry about me. I think my life is a testimony to the fact that I don't know how to just not survive everything life throws at me. Also thank you to everyone who has reached out and said that my asmr has helped them. I have always enjoyed helping other people and asmr helps me feel like I am doing that. If I can make one person's day better than I am happy and content. I have been through a lot of pain in my life and the idea of lessening the pain of others instead of passing the pain on helps me feel like God is not allowing my suffering to be wasted. I am not sure if that makes sense to people who have not suffered greatly but I feel like those who know, know. ... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BgkkP7t_naY

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