Psychedelic Animation for the book 'The True Light Of Darkness' by Indie author James W. Jesso, animated by Simon Haiduk Learn more about the book: http://www.truelightofdarkness.com Amazon Link: http://www.amazon.com/True-Light-Darkness-James-Jesso/dp/0991943589/ Author's Homepage: http://www.jameswjesso.com Author's Patreon Page: https://www.patreon.com/jameswjesso Simon's Homepage: http://www.artbysimon.com/ "There are two aspects of humanity that been with us since the dawn of our kind: Storytelling and Visionary Plants. The latter is not for everybody as it takes us to places beyond ourselves, into realms of the mind unplumbed, unfathomable, and often unpleasant. Yet the former allows us to share such experiences with each other. The Story is a vessel of consciousness that unlocks experiences from the individuated shell and releases them into the collective, wherein we can learn from them together. From the author of Author of Decomposing The Shadow: Lessons From The Psilocybin Mushroom, comes a captivating and vulnerable exposé into the dark recesses of the human psyche. This book follows the author as he recounts in 3 of his most turbulent and dark experiences with visionary mushrooms. Through Story, he takes us along as he travels through depression, self-loathing, inadequacy and feeling unable to love and out the other side into confidence, courage and inspiration. From day time trips with friends gone sour, beyond a night ripe with psychotic breaks, and into the watery confines of facing depression in a sensory deprivation tank, The True Light Of Darkness is a vehicle of insight on what it means to ask to be broken in the hopes of finding wholeness." ... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kjCCzEzgzqg

Martin's Art: http://www.fractalimagination.com Martin's Books: http://www.martinball.net Entheogenic Evolution: http://entheogenic.podomatic.com/ ATTMind Radio on Patreon: http://www.jameswjesso.com/support Listen on Itunes: https://itunes.apple.com/ca/podcast/attmind-radio/id968927571?mt=2 Listen on Stitcher: http://www.stitcher.com/podcast/attmind-radio So you want to be enlightened? Well, here are 17 questions and answers about enlightenment from professor, author, and host of The Entheogenic Evolution, Martin Ball Ph.D. Unlike other episodes of the podcast, this is not an interview between Martin and I. It is a reading of one of his essays. It was initially released on his podcast a few years ago, which is where I first heard it. Unfortunately, when I tried to find it in order to share it with some friends, I found it out it had been taken down. I felt this an important piece of work and thus messaged Martin and was granted his permission to release it through ATTMind Radio. It offers some highly relevant, albeit tough to swallow, information for people in spiritual culture. I was also given a bunch of Martin's art work to play with in the video. Although my video editing skills are amateur at best, his art is fresh. Enjoy the journey. ... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X4qDheRLqlM

Amanita Dreamer is on the show to talk about her story of healing from panic and anxiety with the amanita muscaria mushroom. We also talk about the mushroom's pharmacology, safe preparation and use; and how (and why) it can help us heal from not only childhood trauma but pre-birth and infancy trauma by re-parenting us. Finally, we talk about what it means to live traumatized in a traumatized and traumatizing world and how the amanita mushroom might help us discover, and build, a world that feels like a safe home. --LINKS-- For links to Amanita Dreamer's work, full show notes, and to access an audio-only stream of this episode, head to https://bit.ly/ATTMind147 Amanita Drearmers Youtube channel is here: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCVDN2oZZ3mgaIEVuEUm3YPw ***Full Topics Breakdown Below*** --- SUPPORT THIS PODCAST — ► Patreon: https://patreon.com/jameswjesso ► PayPal Donation: https://www.paypal.com/biz/fund?id=383635S3BKJVS ►Crypto Donations: https://www.jameswjesso.com/bitcoin/ ► Merchandise: https://www.jameswjesso.com/shop/ ► More options: https://www.jameswjesso.com/support/ ► Newsletter: https://www.jameswjesso.com/newsletter ************** Episode Breakdown 0:00 Podcast begins 0:50 Opening comments 1:51 Introducing the guest 6:08 Interview begins 6:56 My own ignorance and resistance against amanita muscaria 8:46 what is the amanita musivara mushroom? 9:46 AD’s journey through healing anxiety, panic attack and benzo dependence with amanita 14:32 How finding Amanita in the forest saved AD’s life 18:51 The active metabolites of amanita are they toxic? And how are they different in their experience 24:04 Microdosing amanita is adaptogenic 28:07 Healing pre-birth and infancy trauma with amanita muscaria 34:55 Amanita is here to re-parent you | you are valuable 40:22 Infancy trauma and anxiety disorders in adulthood 41:41 Healing core wounds and become a true human culture 44:28 The amanita spirits are the cultural elders here to bring us back to our humanity 46:57 Home is a place where you can exist without coercion 49:58 Home means traveling and celebrating together 57:13 Learning from the mushroom 58:06 The difference between psilocybin and amanita 1:01:56 Methods of amanita consumption | tea, smoking, microdosing and macrodosing 1:08:27 What an amanita experience is like 1:15:13 Reviewing the psychoactive metabolites and metabolism of ibotenic acid into muscimol 1:16:14 The amanita sleep and why you don't remember 1:19:46 The other side of the trip 1:21:59 Trip sitting amanita journeys vs journeying alone 1:25:57 Smoking amanita muscaria and connecting with the ancestors 1:28:24 Microdosing amanita mushrooms 1:31:50 How long does tea last in the fridge 1:32:42 Censorship and mushroom content ************** - ... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O8d_x2R4C4M

This is a clip from “From Broken to Blessed on The Bipolar Spectrum | Sara Schley ~ ATTMind Podcast178” ► Watch Full Episode Here: https://youtu.be/_OTAb5Ll3uk ► Audio download and show notes here: https://bit.ly/ATTMind178 ► More Full Episodes here: https://www.youtube.com/c/Adventuresthroughthemind ? ? THANKS FOR LIKING & SUBSCRIBING! ? ? --- SUPPORT THIS PODCAST — ► Donate monthly on Patreon: https://patreon.com/jameswjesso ► Tip Me on Ko-Fi: https://ko-fi.com/jameswjesso ► Donate via Paypal: https://www.paypal.com/biz/fund?id=383635S3BKJVS ► Crypto Donations: https://www.jameswjesso.com/bitcoin/ ► Merchandise: https://www.jameswjesso.com/shop/ ► More options: https://www.jameswjesso.com/support/ -- STAY IN TOUCH -- ► Newsletter: https://www.jameswjesso.com/newsletter ► Telegram Channel: https://t.me/jameswjesso ... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IUQK78aN1wI