I want to be clear, It's not that I want to say goodbye to all of you or It's my self-respect that prevents me from forfeiting my point. The fact is, I have places to go and things to do, and while I'd love for you to come along, I can't hold your hand every step of the way. I won't tolerate wishy-washy behavior or sudden changes of heart. Thank you for being a part of my life, and I wish you all the best.
Fear of commitment and loss. Just a few plyos from last year, still scared of certain jumps, maybe little better strides, left hand weird injury so no dives, healthy knees. Chicken and fries.
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=huZyrXz-L-w