Artist - Behappy Album - A Corpse Paints Genre - Experimental/Power Electronics/Noise Year - 2021 Track 3 - A Bottle Best Opened In Privacy Discord "Quell Bhairava (In Sterquiliniis Invenitur)" Only for sharing depressing or thought provoking content please, trying to create a sample farm Transcribed Lyrics - The everyday cliche, Routine depression, And the glamorization of misery The monotony of all too often, Where nothing changes, In public be upstanding You must pretend in loathing to worship the moment, No matter how bitterly slow it seems And overlook the wasted time, As it builds up in frustrated memories called regret Regret those happy lies, But don't stop proliferating them It must always be okay at the surface, The shallow veil of joy you'll wear And polite obfuscation will be the key, To your cage of decorum In company you must talk amicably, And acknowledge them as humans like yourself Avoid confrontation, smile and nod through disgust, It is easiest that way for all involved In private you may open the bottle, Whether you smash it off the wall Or yourself in it's place, Revenge metered by solitude Scorn held captivated, Sit and fester, rot and stew the seething comes in erratic bursts, Waves of repressed anger Bubbling up like a fucking geyser, To burst through this cultivated exterior Here is how I am , Here is how it feels, This is the madness I succumb to The depressive psychosis, Suicidal tunnel vision The conscious lapses and lengthy day dreams, The fatigue Constant fatigue and exhaustion, All the conversations I carry on when you're gone All your words I'm still hearing, The sentences still reciting A chorus of unwanted human noise, Permanently echoing in my mental space clouding absolutely everything, The effluence of wasted breath And the tedium of herd small talks, Routines, jobs, dinners, foods, smokes, gossip Traffic, clothes, times, days, dates, he saids and she saids, And all the rest of the petty human trivia that comes with it The constant buzzing irritation of the all too common, As if clocks weren't enough of a reminder How little we do with time , and how much of it we fill with mind numbing frivolity It all seems so.. essential, so essential it aught never be mentioned As if there really were no magic, no wonder, no desire or dreams left Humanity as a tired consumer Wanting nothing but satiation Comfort and ease The loss of dreams is my nightmare And this world is a waking hell The mundane invert all hope for something more Nothing transcendent Just a slow decadent rot A procession of the enslaved But in public You must be the same You must hate man for what he is You must not hate yourself (how could you not hate yourself) You must not hate your soul (how could you not hate your soul) ... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K-4xRkAnZOk

Artist - Behappy Album - N/A Track - Get Out Of Bed You Lazy Bastard Year - 2023 Genre - Experimental/Instrumental All other than listed - Behappy (Jack Partridge) Drums performed by Roger Bocaney Mastered By OG - Oppress/K.V.N.T Kollektiv https://kvntkolektiv.bandcamp.com/ https://oppress667.bandcamp.com/ https://be--happy.bandcamp.com/ Find me elsewhere... https://be--happy.bandcamp.com/ (Bandcamp) https://soundcloud.com/youwillbehappy (Soundcloud) https://youwillbehappy.substack.com/ (SubStack) Previous albums on youtube https://youtu.be/jLymFmBIEq8 (Your Lot In Life) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n0tl3pL9dSk (Lust for Life) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-iF62zl2Uso (A Corpse Paints) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d9vL25dOQwk (For Cathartic Reasons) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z9guqlslLck (Forget Me Not) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zTwlu5tCWt8 (Chemsex Murder) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0m1G26IAqYA (Rising Hostility) ... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_POvTwh5Fk8