Might release my EP or mini album idk. Edits n shit: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1GfmBBxD-ajLmXmgPs6qEwGN1YkXId_nn?usp=sharing 2: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1lp7oUIE400OqyaZ--mcZHFBma3E3XMKa?usp=sharing ... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NnOcH2lClsA

creative burnout sucks... this explanation is going to be a mess. i cant think of any other content to make (but i am working on something that's going to take forever to make idk when that will be done). i've been focusing on other things outside of youtube. family in a good way, work, bipolar depression getting worse, personal things, hardly going online or on my pc (got a new one after five years finally), lacking motivation to make/do things, not taking care of myself and my body. spending time with my family isn't bad at all and its healthy for me. work is garbage. my depression is never gonna get better even when i get help or help myself. personal things are meant to be personal or something like that. music making is non existent anymore. i originally made them just for myself to listen to, but i said fuck it and uploaded my shitty works anyway. i refuse to make songs that are under seven minutes long. what your hearing is a test i made in fl studio with the transistor bass plugin a while ago (https://dahlgaard2.bandcamp.com/track/transistor-bass-test, https://archive.org/details/dahlgaard-transistor-bass-test). i don't expect people to like them at all, or any of my content. i don't whine or bitch when people dislike or criticize my things and the executives should not of gotten rid of dislikes which is a important and helpful tool, especially fighting scams, clickbait and deceptive practices on this god awful site. the you in youtube and broadcast yourself doesn't exist anymore. hasn't been for almost or over a decade. not to disrespect other creators but the ads on here and other sites are getting out of control. i do not generate revenue off of my two channels and never ever will, but they still put ads on them anyways. i do not shove "leave a like, comment and subscribe etc." down people's throats which is begging and annoying. i fully support dislike, sponsor and ad blocker extensions (also brave for phones i guess). i have a really great time making mods, shitposts and edited things even though they aren't entertaining. then i have to deal with hallucinogen persisting perception disorder... i'm gonna lose a lot of people on here while explaining this. i've abused a lot of psychedelics in the past "seven" years. end of 2016 to 2021 i took lsd around five times. feburary of this year i did shrooms three times in four days and after the last time i did it i got somewhat the same effects and its still ongoing. getting worse by the months. its a mix of visual snow which is like film grain, palinopsia or after images which are trails, auras or halos around lights that stay in my eyes for around five to ten seconds, even twenty or thirty. lights from monitor, tv, or phone screens no matter what it is stays in my eyes around a second. things warping or breathing like movement. it's hard seeing in the dark, especially at night, plus delivering food is a pain at night as well. i'm stuck with the consequences from my actions for life and got permanent visual, hearing and brain damage. not a day went by without wanting or waiting for my life to end because of it and bipolar. its no joke and its awful... i'm not quitting youtube. a schedule for both of my channels never happened so idk when i will upload again. also i hardly interact with viewers, reddit or discord. sorry for that. untill next time, stay safe my friends. hopefully i will be too. ... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tArl3i6ugbg