Part 2 of my video diary from my last ayahuasca retreat. Part 1 can be found here - https://youtu.be/8EfXJU2Ffrs
I recorded this video on the morning after the 1st ceremony of this particular retreat. It was a difficult night, at some times I thought it was too much, but I managed to keep my intention in mind and felt like I did some good work.
The thing I want to show here is that healing with ayahuasca is not just a 3 hour sparkly trip and then you are done. It can absolutely shake you to the core of your being and should not be taken lightly.
I am extremely grateful for the shaman and support staff I had around me during this retreat. They really helped me to talk through this and start to process what I was going to do with this new perspective on my childhood trauma.
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Ego is a word that crops up frequently in psychedelic discourse, usually in regards to "ego death" as a result of a psychedelic experience, or as an insult to imply that someone isn't enlightened enough.
Ego death in particular is fetishised by many who use psychedelics as being some kind of ultimate endgame which will bring about the much elusive state of enlightenment. Having been through such an experience myself I find this line of thinking extremely basic, and indicates a misunderstanding of the language we are using.
Before throwing my opinion into the mix I wanted to make sure I had my own thoughts straight so I brought in someone who is an expert on the psychological concepts we use when discussing such things. Enter my friend Mackenzie Amara who is a Jungian psychoanalyst in training at the International School of Analytical Psychology Zurich.
Like myself Mackenzie also has an interest in psychedelics, and she runs psychedelic integration workshops and also has a following on Instagram under her account The Inked Shrink - https://www.instagram.com/theinkedshrink/
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With psychedelics you don't necessarily get what you want, you get what you NEED - and I think this is a great example of that. I was trying to have a deep mystical experience by taking an MAOI and then vaping DMT... but the MAOI didnt work ?
Long story short - Rachel and I ended up mini-dosing DMT and having a lot of fun ?
Mini-dosing DMT is when you take small amounts so that you are definitely tripping, but not having a full on DMT breakthrough experience. This is basically just us being silly fun and enjoying the absurd giggles that come from a sub-breakthrough experience.
Visuals by Scry - https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCql30Ri24fz8eCgeA04HobA
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A traditional shipibo icaro sung by master shaman Wiler Noriega Rodrigues from Ayahuasca Spirit.
Wiler has helped many people during his career as a healer, and has held ceremonies at several of the most acclaimed centers including Soltara, Arkana, and Temple of the Way of Light.
He now runs his own organisation called Ayahuasca Spirit, which has a center in Peru but also puts on retreats in Europe.
I put this video together to help spread Wilers message and promote his medicine which has helped me immensely over the years. I am not employed by Ayahuasca Spirit nor do I benefit financially in any way for making this video, I am simply helping out some friends who have a cause I believe in.
Full playlist of Icaros with visuals - https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLXD34cz7PXxXJF56NNOqJy1P-yY4mjNZY
Ayahuasca Spirit website - https://m.facebook.com/AyahuascaSpiritEurope/
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In this video I give a step by step how you can make your own DMT infused vape liquid with which you can load into tank or cartridge based vaporizers. Using DMT dissolved in vape liquid is an alternative to smoking it in a glass pipe or using devices like the e-mesh, and I detail the pros and cons of each.
Timestamps
00:00 Intro
02:35 Sourcing DMT
05:05 Vape devices and things you need
07:06 Making DMT vape juice
08:26 e-mesh vs vape juice tanks
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Im currently trying out a new electronic vape for DMT, and there is only one way to know if it works...
Oops - accidental trip to DMT world ???♂️?
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I finally got around to talking about some of my experiences with psilocybin, or magic mushrooms.
This particular trip I describe here was an unintentional "Heroic Dose". The reason I describe it as unintentional was that I had taken some from this batch before, and they didn't seem particularly strong, so I figured I needed to up the dosage a little bit to get to the depth I like from my mushroom experiences. It turns out that maybe I was just unlucky with that first batch because this lot absolutely floored me :)
As you will hear this experience went across the entire spectrum of "whoa this is trippy!" all the way to "Are you aliens - WTF?!?!" , and I can safely say that this was one of my favourite psychedelic experiences ever.
I want to give a few shout outs to the artists behind the clips and music I used in this piece.
Firstly a massive "THANK YOU" to Kamora Jones, AKA artsoldier77, who graciously provided the insanely good artwork I show in the second half of the video and on the thumbnail. To see more of her stunning art go check out her instagram page - https://www.instagram.com/artsoldier77/
Background CGI visuals
TAS Visuals - https://www.ttaass.com/
Dan Slutz - https://campsite.bio/hypnagogist
Audio
Intro music is from the Celeste Soundtrack by Lena Raine - https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLe1jcCJWvkWiWLp9h3ge0e5v7n6kxEfOG
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This video is a step by step guide how to make pharmahuasca, which is a form of DMT that you can take orally, by using syrian rue seeds as an MAO inhibitor. The benefit of doing this is that you get a much longer psychedelic experience, which is far easier to navigate than the smoked DMT trip.
CAUTION - Pharmahuasca, like ayahuasca, contains an MAO inhibitor which means it can be dangerous to use if you are on certain medications like antidepressants or SSRI's. Its best to do homework first and see if any medications you are taking will have a harmful interaction.
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