I hate what these attacks do to my skin, but at least it is visible evidence. ... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EqFFcqiTr6I

10/4 10:30pm Idea of people building cities and dream cities with imaginary defenses, etc. 10/5 Idea of this, in hospital, like on a butter pat +--------------------+ This man knows you're saying things about my friend +--------------------+ Hospital was fine before but they went through all my friends and either turned them against me or used reward/punishment to get my friends away from me and trusting him. Song - post-wedding march (what they play when a wedding ceremony ends, recessional) I'm a person in this hospital also doing creative work like web dev stuff. He (Marshall) says "Nah, nah - my ideas haven' cashed in yet." We're talking about Biden family - can they afford make up? Plastic container with items in it - I give to someone at a location - later they give it or something like it to me - contains clothes, other needed items. 3-D printing - idea of these being used in prisons - captivity as well butterfly I "hear" the music to "How I Met Your Mother" (linked to idea of butterfly) Butterfly freedom depends on ending system. Butterfly life cycle. Butterflies aren't free. 2:35 (Woken by thump on wall.) Idea of making, wearing jewelry, especially necklaces. When I was younger I'd wear long beaded necklaces. (Now that I'm) older, (I like them) shorter, thicker, chunkier. (Sense this is about hand-made necklaces.) It's just that I think a different style looks better now. This is linked to some kind of building we're in. This is linked to someone giving me something - like a shell or clamshell-looking necklace daughter made as a child. Really like it - it's not overthought. She just put in the beads she thought looked good. It's brick red, black, white, maybe also some yellow colors, includes different sized beads, long and shorter. Digging in dirt, like garden. Something about a weird group that uses "parts" from another group (including artwork) like talismans. Idea of men who are hairy, wearing construction clothing (not nice clean clothes) Someone is trying to prevent her from marrying "Red Thompson" Song - Bitch I'm Madonna (illegible) Something about things other people push to you - not things you choose for yourself. Photo says "End (Immigration or Discrimination) NOW" - Image of two people looking at each other, thumbs up. One person looks like Brook. Beneath, a pattern like for weaving, knitting, sewing - includes empty places (holes, eyelets) in weave (Pain in stomach from implant) Word/name Eve Image - Little Library Bitch I'm Madonna intervoven all night but mostly only the lines "... gonna raise the roof off" 4:44 Camping - music? bird - like a dove - Roxy watching mother bird and 2-3 babies feed on sun porch - I shoo her away Idea of all my files, etc and Brook. Idea of how I only became interested in songwriting again after the death of Kurt Cobain. Idea this was by design. Sense that his lyrics contain a lot of information. Sense the information I've recorded would be overwhelming for my daughter. Sense of me wanting to photograph most important files as backup, but it's all still in progress. Its linked to Cobain. (Effects to heart, mild but noticeable.) In bathroom, sense of 3 words - Unemployment, Negroponte, Elephant Maybe about John or Nicolas Negroponte, or possibly Triarchy of Negroponte a "crusader state" and "Venetian colony" https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Negroponte ... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lQnJMgwnlus