I have paid attention to you. I have seen your evolution on YouTube. I have paid attention to your beauty, to your very elements. I value you.I implore you please to take a look at me. Buy out time to pay attention to me. Permit me to appeal to your soft-spot this time. I am Terry, 'your boy terry' and i am known as 'surpassinggoogle' across the internet and i turn to you today, because i need help. Words are weak, 'un-deep enough' to express my ordeals, so please listen to my undertone. I will keep this short.... In recent times, my health has deteriorated drastically 'fast'. My brain has grown tired. I am energy-less and functional and alone out here in the Philippines. Besides my 'many battles' en-route surpassing google, my mum died. Then, i had to relocate my dad to the Philippines to live with him and cater to him. He is ill too, with many illnesses and daily medical-needs. He wails each day and his wailing is audible and filled with 'his un-met dreams' and 'i am first and only son'. I carry my dreams and his and it is the 'dream of many nations'. I haven't slept for years; i have lost this ability too!I need help. I would like to 'set up a Macrohard office/hub for programmers near my house' a in a bid to save the day and i am turning to humans to seek help. I am turning to you 'Viddal Riley'. Kindly take a look at me and give me a hand. With this hub 'located near my house', i can maintain proximity to my dad to cater to him, see faces again, keep my dreams or projects in motion, while gathering nations to code 'with swag'; then, i can seek my first opportunity to find rest and 'a health-recovery'. I need this help ASAP as all my resources have exhausted and i look to buy 'time', till i can stand again. I have several startups backed by grand ideas. These projects are in motion and in-use but are still in an 'alpha-stage of development'. Some of my startups are 'ulogs.org, steemgigs.org, marlians.com, teardrops.network and ofcourse 'Macrohard'.' I have written an entire paper covering the stories and histories constituting 'surpassinggoogle'. The publication also contains my fundraiser. Kindly read it with your spirit and being. It is here: https://www.gofundme.com/f/i-am-in-rubble-arm-outstretched-take-my-handDig of this publication to reach me, perhaps it will help you find yourself a bit more and find 'answers'. Kindly support my endeavor by donating to my gofundme here: https://www.gofundme.com/f/i-am-in-rubble-arm-outstretched-take-my-hand Or donate via PayPal here: https://www.paypal.com/paypalme2/surpassinggoogle or 'comsilbronze4@gmail.com'. Where you can help me to grow my YouTube channel called 'UloggersTV' to have it reach 1,000 users, that will be special. UloggersTV features uloggers from across the globe. Here is the chann ... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5rPPls_lb1g