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Scifi ASMR set in the NEODYMIUM UNIVERSE. Get free sff and keep in touch with me at: http://byjenfinelli.com/you-want-heroes-and-fairies/ I love the background water sounds, gentle, non-intrusive binaural triggers, and whisper fidelity on this one, so I hope you like it too! A very strange take on science fiction car insurance on the planet Burbura, with a relaxing full physical exam played by actual physician Jen Finelli. Want more? The 1st book comes out October! A blend of hard biomedical science fiction with multicultural fantasy, NEODYMIUM EXODUS combines the introspection of classics like PERELANDRA with the vibrant boldness of modern best-sellers like THIS ALIEN SHORE. The publisher, Wordfire Press, is owned by StarWars author Kevin J. Anderson! Big deal stuff. What's it about? Lem's a mace-wielding teen space-ninja in a universe of sentient insectoids, purple jungles, and insane electromagnetic fields. She solves most problems by hitting harder, and never plays by her enemy's rules - until a vengeful zealot forces her to choose between the fate of the Universe, and the ones she loves. Crazy, huh? Make sure to find out here when it's released: http://byjenfinelli.com/you-want-heroes-and-fairies/ ***To get relaxation tips, a birthday gift, and videos, join my free self-care club: https://landing.mailerlite.com/webforms/landing/t7c1e8 *** ***Mental health: If you have trouble finding a therapist, please visit betterhelp.com/doctorjen for an online option. I was excited to affiliate with them, and my special link will get you 10 percent off teletherapy. I cannot write an insurance referral to them, but I am glad they exist. -- Phone number for suicide helpline US: 1-800-273-8255 -- Crisis text line: Text HOME to 741741 in US; Text 686868 in Canada -- International suicide numbers: https://www.opencounseling.com/suicide-hotlines -- Victor Frankl’s logotherapy book helped me find meaning in my depression: https://www.amazon.com/Mans-Search-Meaning-Viktor-Frankl/dp/080701429X -- This DBT Workbook by Matthew McKay helped me survive strong suicidal emotions: https://m.alibris.com/search/books/isbn/9781572245136 I really hope these resources help; they are evidence-based and they have helped me. If they don't help, go find some that do. Your life matters. ***To follow my tragic adventures as I demonstrate how the American medical training system is BUILT to create a shortage of doctors who care, please listen to my show on the Emergency Escape Podcast Network: https://emergencyexit.podbean.com/?s=Death+and+the+doctor There, you’ll hear about the deaths that convinced me we’re doing it wrong; my dream to take modern medicine to those who can’t afford it; and ultimately the reason I left the American residency system. ***Jen Finelli i ... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dAjhe-Brls8

I cried while making this video. Dr. Daniel Malekebu (played by you) was an extraordinary Yao African physician feared by the occupying British forces...because he was rebuilding a church? Find hidden truths about the tormented David Livingstone, the indomitable Emma Delaney, and other medical professionals who shaped Malawi's future--and learn what Black Malawians know about Lynchburg, VA that most Americans don't. (Hint: Chilembwe) I found newspapers and diaries from the time that BLEW MY MIND--some of this stuff you can't find anywhere else--so while I hope the nature sounds and water chill you out, I REALLY hope the soft-spoken/whispered history gives you brave comfort. Since I reused a character I had to put in some explanation as to why a Jewish New England flapper would be at a Scottish Christian mission, and while I was diving into that history I found some pretty wild real life people I'm looking forward to introducing you to. So consider the last 30 minutes a little preview and hint at things to come. As always, real historian/real doctor (sources cited at the end of the video!). Triggers like personal attention, binaural whispering, running water, and fast-talking clicky sounds. Comment the hidden silhouette, if you find it! I actually did all this work because I would genuinely like to get to know you better and speak into your life. So while you're here, will you spend tea-time with me? There's a bonus video in it for you if you do: https://landing.mailerlite.com/webforms/landing/t7c1e8 That way we can stay in touch if my YouTube disappears. The views in the video aren't necessarily mine; you may have noticed by now I try to capture little-heard perspectives in history, such as the position of mixed race people in Meiji Japan (https://youtu.be/3dwo3flHrg0 ) or aboard a pirate ship (https://youtu.be/uRpeCxYwjyA ), or the unusual existentialism of Joan of Arc's "voices" (https://youtu.be/BEek6r1SKIE ). That's what's up. ***Mental health: If you have trouble finding a therapist, please visit betterhelp.com/doctorjen for an online option. I affiliated with them to get you a special link for 10 percent off teletherapy, and they pay me if you use my link, so it's a win win - but IF YOU CAN'T AFFORD ONLINE THERAPY, check your options with your local health department or openpathcollective.org. Also: -- Phone number for self-unaliving helpline US: 1-800-273-8255 -- Crisis text line: Text HOME to 741741 in US; Text 686868 in Canada -- International suicide numbers: https://www.opencounseling.com/suicide-hotlines -- Victor Frankl’s logotherapy book helped me find meaning in my depression: https://www.amazon.com/Mans-Search-Meaning-Viktor-Frankl/dp/080701429X?&_encoding=UTF8&tag=becominghero-20&linkCode=ur2&linkId=124a36ed45d7b61aadc7354c9e9c1b80&camp=1789&creative=9325 -- This DBT Workbook by Matthew McKay helped me survive strong suicidal emotions: https://m.alibris.com/search/books/isbn/9781572245136 -- Pregnancy decision line - emotional/physical support for unintended pregnancy 866-799-0338 I really hope these resources help; they are evidence-based and they have helped me. If they don't help, go find some that do. Your life matters. ***Jen Finelli is a world-traveling scifi author who's gone swimming with sharks, escaped being locked in a German nunnery, discovered murals and poetry in underground urban caves, explored jungles and coral deserts, and hung out with everyone from dead people and prostitutes to secret political influencers and Senators. She is coping with life as an MD by telling you stories, and when she grows up she’ll be a superhero. Science fiction: byjenfinelli.com Upcoming film: mysweetaffair.com Comics-character-who-kills-his-author: http://becominghero.ninja Twitter: @petr3pan Patreon: patreon.com/becominghero Jen is not your therapist. If you need your own therapist, please go to your primary care physician and ask them to refer you. Ask for someone skilled in CBT. Alternatively, there are therapists you can talk to online affordably (betterhelp.com/doctorjen) While Jen is a real doctor, she is not YOUR doctor; nothing she says is official medical advice, diagnosis, or disease treatment, because she has not physically examined or spoken with YOU. You have the power to fact-check. Her medical license is publicly searchable under the state of Virginia medical boards at 0101265916. (All product links are not sponsors, but some may be affiliates, which means clicking them supports new creations and new charity projects! I only affiliate with products I believe in. You can also join for cool rewards at patreon.com/becominghero) #asmr #history #cinematic Keywords: binaural, real, ASMR, relaxing video, relaxing voice, sleep, tingles, inspiration, real doctor, physical exam, full physical exam, historical asmr, history ... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1r2KDpw2Ovw

This is what I did today! Twas the holiest day of the year from sun-down Oct 3 to sun-down Oct 4 today/yesterday (Yom Kippur explained 3:10). Enjoy Ashamnu Hebrew/English singing (00:00), Al Chet Prayer reading (8:53), five Yom Kippur services overview (13:16), Rabbi Shimon Apisdorf's teshuvah explanation (15:15), Rabbi Mordecai Becher/Yirmeyah/Bereshis on the goodness of the soul (15:58), Rambam/Maimonides on how to do teshuvah/make real change (31:16), Rabbi Eliyahu Kitov on why oral confession and specificity matters (36:04), Kabbalah on forgiveness with Peshet Remez Drash Sod (39:39). I've found there are lots of ASMR Bible readings out there, but not so many Hebrew/English readings, so I try to punctuate this soft-spoken English with some good Hebrew to rest with. If you liked it, and you'd like to relax with me more, get a secret video and a secret relaxation tip series here: https://landing.mailerlite.com/webforms/landing/t7c1e8 ***Mental health: If you have trouble finding a therapist, please visit betterhelp.com/doctorjen for an online option. I affiliated with them to get you a special link for 10 percent off teletherapy. IF YOU CAN'T AFFORD ONLINE THERAPY, check your options with your local health department or openpathcollective.org. Also: -- Phone number for suicide helpline US: 1-800-273-8255 -- Crisis text line: Text HOME to 741741 in US; Text 686868 in Canada -- International suicide numbers: https://www.opencounseling.com/suicide-hotlines -- Victor Frankl’s logotherapy book helped me find meaning in my depression: https://www.amazon.com/Mans-Search-Meaning-Viktor-Frankl/dp/080701429X?&_encoding=UTF8&tag=becominghero-20&linkCode=ur2&linkId=124a36ed45d7b61aadc7354c9e9c1b80&camp=1789&creative=9325 -- This DBT Workbook by Matthew McKay helped me survive strong suicidal emotions: https://m.alibris.com/search/books/isbn/9781572245136 I really hope these resources help; they are evidence-based and they have helped me. If they don't help, go find some that do. Your life matters. ***To follow my tragic adventures as I demonstrate how the American medical training system is BUILT to create a shortage of doctors who care, please listen to my show on the Emergency Escape Podcast Network: https://emergencyexit.podbean.com/?s=Death+and+the+doctor There, you’ll hear about the deaths that convinced me we’re doing it wrong; my dream to take modern medicine to those who can’t afford it; and ultimately the reason I left the American residency system. ***Jen Finelli is a world-traveling scifi author who's gone swimming with sharks, escaped being locked in a German nunnery, discovered murals and poetry in underground urban caves, explored jungles and coral deserts, and hung out with everyone from dead people and prostitutes to secret political influencers and Senators. She is coping with life as an MD by telling you stories, and when she grows up she’ll be a superhero. Science fiction: byjenfinelli.com Upcoming film: mysweetaffair.com Comics-character-who-kills-his-author: http://becominghero.ninja Twitter: @petr3pan Patreon: patreon.com/becominghero Jen is not your therapist. If you need your own therapist, please go to your primary care physician and ask them to refer you. Ask for someone skilled in CBT. Alternatively, there are therapists you can talk to online affordably (betterhelp.com/doctorjen) While Jen is a real doctor, she is not YOUR doctor; nothing she says is official medical advice, diagnosis, or disease treatment, because she has not physically examined or spoken with YOU. You have the power to fact-check. Her medical license is publicly searchable under the state of Virginia medical boards at 0101265916. (All product links are not sponsors, but some may be affiliates, which means clicking them supports new creations and new charity projects! I only affiliate with products I believe in. You can also join for cool rewards at patreon.com/becominghero) #asmr #scripture #tanakh Keywords: binaural, real, accidental ASMR, ASMR, relaxing video, relaxing voice, sleep, tingles, Jewish scripture ... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nN5FvkAeXYM