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Originally recorded 10/4/2019
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[0100 Quick Update to Keep the Daily Upload Streak Going]
0:00 New phone, hitting deer, uploads daily? etc
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1sPNkeg_Svc
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originally recorded 7/3/2022
[0371 Noise Supremacy in the Forest: How Far To Quiet?]
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4:10 Dancing Queen
5:35 Noise supremacy
7:00 How far can I hear the music? 0.2 miles? 0.3 miles?
14:15 Funny skit upcoming
16:20 New rule: if I can hear your music from a street or my house, I get to join your party and eat your food.
18:00 BONUS: fireworks
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EkyKCxwS7w0
http://grero.com/
Originally recorded 7/13/19
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[0095 Danube Incident (Fan/Park Despair 2/4)]
0:00 More passion in the past when I thought I could find like-minded people. Never really did, so I'm stuck in limbo. Old blog referenced: https://web.archive.org/web/20090305014707/http://courageunfettered.com/rightings/
2:00 Military school incident: parents threatened to put me in military school despite good grades. I remembered other abandonment incidents. I could not talk to anyone about.
4:10 Danube incident: I saw two silhouettes far off on the banks of the Danube. I figured I'd never have that intimacy.
8:00 Shitty little poem senior year. I will upload this at some point. Was, is, will be ___.
12:15 Business as a substitute
13:00 Not into promiscuity
13:40 Was I shy? Not really, so no one wants to talk about this.
15:40 LOL, two people in the shot
16:20 You can't talk about suicide
18:55 Man in the checkered fedora, Stockholm'd back to parents, what to talk to about with people?, lost touch with abandonment gripes
23:00 Easier to think the relationship with Frank sucked because Frank was effeminate than I couldn't bring up parental issues.
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WG6U6rdi_N0
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Originally recorded 4/1/2019
20190401.mp4
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[Where to Move? Why? When?]
0:00 Moving? Why? Helplessness at handyman's lumpy floor
2:30 Shitty kitchen cabinet lights are terrible as well
4:00 I'm a nice guy but even I can't even
4:30 I can't even sleep
6:40 My teeth are nice now.
8:00 You hear this shit? The A/C rattles too.
9:30 Tale of Three Toilets is foretold
10:35 Part of it is like I wanted to start businesses in big house but they sort of failed to take ff
11:40 Handyman ruins something else, digs up wrong pipe
13:30 Guess who was on the roof with a leaf blower because he's a nice guy? Handyman can't even cut tree branches right.
15:25 Mystery Football foreshadowed
17:00 Short tour of my nasty bathroom
19:15 Toilet Bidet Supersoaker for your butt
20:15 Minimalism, not taking anything that doesn't fit in my car, IKEA trip
21:45 Let's go measuring things with a ruler
27:30 Sleeping on a camping pad?
28:05 Why move redux? No inspiration, had enough, learned helplessness, minimalism etc.
29:45 "Annex" sit down wrap up: boxes of old shirts
34:25 Fan Anomaly
39:40 Pro-tip for kiddos: Keep boxes of electronics for moving
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GVK9jt0Os4k
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Originally recorded 12/1/2020
[0181 Midnight Orange Picking]
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0:00 Scene from Tanu/Witness: https://www.imdb.com/title/tt0065067/
2:00 Orange picking
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D_VnMvo5FW4
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originally recorded 11/30/2021
[0283 Scattering of White Herons]
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xUQ7Xa0WUlk
http://grero.com/
Originally recorded 9/13/19
[0113 Back Home After the Deer Incident, Part 2 of 3]
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0:00 No sleep is good.
1:30 Referenced podcast, FDR 4443: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JRcv26eQijs
2:35 Chiseling a statue, step by step, Bernini's David: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/David_(Bernini)
4:15 Bodyshop options ( 7:15 eww gross )
* 9:30 Supermarket bad mood etc, high standards, put out more vids
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=czxIqVzTJUc
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originally recorded 6/8/2021
[0250 Welcome to Camp Satan]
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0:00 Thanks to heavier rains, I was able to go higher up the creek than before to discover a satanic camp site.
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aK6uagTL7zs