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♫ Dax - Suffocating (lyrics) ? Help me reach 1,000 subscribers! ?? Please leave a like and appreciate all the support! ? Subscribe and turn on notifications to stay updated with new uploads Stream/Download: https://ingroov.es/pain-paints-painti... HyPER RaY Is your home for lyric videos of all the latest and greatest rap songs, as soon as they drop ➥ Become a fan of HyPER RaY: Twitter: https://twitter.com/HYPERRAY5 Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/hyperray5/ All my links: https://linktr.ee/HYPERRAY5 Youtube Playlist: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MPYCi... For music submissions please contact submissions hyperray05@gmail.com or Artists, submit your new heat to the channel here: https://forms.gle/CbXVPc7CQbM8u44K8 Follow Dax: http://www.soundcloud.com/thatsdax http://www.instagram.com/thatsdax/ http://www.twitter.com/thatsdax http://open.spotify.com/artist/5icKdC... Lyrics: At first I couldn’t breathe Now I’m suffocating Maybe the pressure from the fame isn’t worth what I’m chasing I used to say Gods playing now the Devils on my team acting foul and it’s all flagrant Trynna push me off this path that I’m steady paving Sin is the currency and I’m everyday I’m making payments I don’t wanna live in it but I heard a saying Good knows evil cause the houses are both adjacent I don’t know if I should go for these goals I’ve seen people gain the world but lose their souls My anxiety is building as the weight of it grows I seclude myself in privacy inside of my home, And I barely answer and calls and when I see my phone I’m reminded that the real feeling of being alone is having millions who love you but can leave you or say that they hate at the moment they don’t fuck with a song I used to laugh it off Now I hold my breath and suffocate Then I sit and wait Just to see if I can kill the hate And as I’m fleeting I see god at the heavens gates then come back down to fight another day, then I grab that same phone and smile and wave, and pour my empty heart in to a song that they won’t praise They say patience is the key but they didn’t tell me while I wait I’d be locked inside a steel cage Somethings wrong I feel claustrophobic I’m stuck living in the past And not the moment or the future where my life is only more broken Cause those wounds from the past are still open I take sips of love an every single time it’s poison I see women who can’t see past my employment or see me as enjoyment so I can’t enjoy it cause The rides temporary and they leave once they crash and destroy it I don’t think this life is healthy, why didn’t anybody tell me, everybody would want help but nobody would wanna help me I’m an ATM, a therapist, an everybody’s friendly and they hide their real intentions but my mind won’t let me If I make a sad song, don’t ask me if I’m happy Fuck a hook, my pain isn’t catchy if you relate you or worse feel badly Fucking pity me at least and check in if you @ me that’s the only way I know who it touches that’s why I stay awake and answer DM’s by hundreds so I don’t lose myself and fill my stomach with the feeling here just to suffocate for nothing If you know real pain then you see it when you look me in my eyes I try to hide it but they do not lie I wanna sleep but If I try The demons who creep and dreams will collide So I stay up and stare at the ceiling and ask myself if I should even share these feelings Then I hear a voice in the distance from ghost like image say my pain could be somebodies healing So I close my eyes And drift to the place that inspires these lyrics And as I see flames and I scream I pray it’s a place you’ll never have to visit #Suffocating #anxiety #PainPaintsPaintings ... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=enZIHu9Of6Y