This video I share with you that as a Christian we are called into service. That service is to serve protect and defend our fellow family members who are new comers in the family of God. I take my role seriously. Jesus tells us we have the natural ability of #telekinesis. We only need faith as small as a mustard seed. I share with you scriptural insights as well as #spoon bending as I asked Jesus for help. I am not showing this to gain anything for myself. This is for You- to help you gain strength in your birthright of using kingdom power to help everyone gain. Kingdom power allows us to raise the dead heal the sick and cast out demons. Do not leave comments that build me up or praise my name. Leave comments questions that help us to understand and grow together. Love to you all! Bible study: www.Patreon.com/Biblestudywithshannon Email: srnityblu@gmail.com #mindpower #spoonbending #energy #mind #think #christian #Godlypower #askand yewillreceive ... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kQ_y9HFZB3U

https://ko-fi.com/shannonlynn In my journey of healing and self awareness, I felt stuck today. I felt a road block and so I asked God what was my problem? What was my road block and this is what He shared with me. What an interesting perspective and it kinda makes you want to forgive that much more. I feel joy in my heart today. I feel peace, and I feel liberated, and humbled. Just imagine, you are a little pup ready to leave to go set out on your own adventure, but you still like to suckle from your mom. You still want the comfort of your family. Your mom instinctualy knows you are ready to leave, you don't. She has to force you to leave by snarling, by prohibiting you to drink from her milk supply. Your dad who is alpha male prevents you from entering the den. You are being turned away. It's for good reason. You don't understand why, but you will in time when you mature. God is our loving father, and there is a scripture that says if we cannot leave our mother and father for Him - Jesus we are not worthy of Him. This insight gives a deeper meaning to that scripture. WE are born attached to our parents in so many ways, and we carry them with us where ever we go. We are their gene pool. Their spirits are separate from us, and what if... their spirits are the ones to turn us away... on purpose. What if... our trauma was meant to make us stronger? I've said this before, but what if... our trauma was meant to help us to become better than our parents? What does God's word say? The BORN AGAIN EXPERIENCE is with a CHANGE OF CHARACTER; LOVE 1 Corinthians 13:4-8 THIS is a change of heart. Obeying this is what it means to circumcise our hearts. The rage, the torment, the anger, the hate from our childhood trauma, was to turn us away for a bigger purpose that we won't understand until we too... mature. Be wise my friends, and promise to rise above the pain and trauma, and forgive those who hurt you and learn to forgive yourself. Live your life the best way you can through Jesus. He is your family now, always has been and that is what Trauma was to teach you. HUGS! I love you my internet family! Be BLESSED!!! See my sister site ( Link above this commentary) for insights and extra reading to help you on your healing journey. ( FAMILY FRIENDLY site) Bible study, spiritual healing, deep challenging insight with biblical guidance. For help and mentorship: Shannongilmour@protonmail.com #narcissism #trauma #traumabond #selfcare #education #selftaught #selfhealing #selfguidance #selfawareness #selflove #hope #health #joy #Jesus #insightful #lessonslearned #healing #freedom #liveoutloud ... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5_7uirWiDAU

This video is one of a series in a Udemy course. This video shares with you how self love is self preservation as self love is healing to your body mind and soul. Enjoy this video my family as this was made in love given to you in love as it was though in love for all of us as love will heal the world. If you like this video please consider supporting me with a kind donation or a cup of coffee. Thank you! https://ko-fi.com/shannonlynn #narcissism #toxic #love #selfcare #unconditionallove #loveisabattlefield ... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=roKYdpwlayw

www.ko-fi.com/shannonlynn I watched a movie called ' Broad peak' last night and I asked myself, what compels someone to risk life and limb, just to say ' I did that'? The inward work of self awareness needs us to look at our egos in a way where we become master and commander of our thoughts, feelings and actions because if we do not take control; our egos rule over us and our egos lead us always into disaster. #feelings #narcissism #selfassurance #bravery #selfhelp #selfcare #ego #humility ... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s10xNWTsyT8