Part of the album "Letters from the Ashes"

https://nidayme.bandcamp.com/

Lyrics :
"I'm alive
It's like a miracle
I'm glad I took the ride
To home

I'm alive
But I feel like something's gone
I lost some strenght I had
To hope

So I'll stop talking
I'll stop trying
But I'll keep looking
With a saddened glance

And I'll keep mourning
I'll keep grieving
Still I'll keep calling
With a wearied voice

That went bad
It is unspeakable
I'm hiding behind ice
My wounds

Sorry pal,
We lost something we had
And i feel like it's my bad
But it's gone

So i'll stop talking
I'll stop trying
But i'll keep looking
With a saddened glance

And I'll keep mourning
I'll keep grieving
Still I'll keep calling
With a wearied voice"