If you're reading this, then I have published the longest video I have ever edited so far on this channel. It's about my divorce. In October 2020, my spouse asked for a separation. In February, she filed for a divorce and in May, the final decree was signed. We met in high school 15 years ago. I moved to the US to join her in 2018. Between the time we've been separated and now, I've struggled to create. This channel has been a place where I could escape ( hello reaction videos!). However, sometimes, I disappeared and no matter how I kept gaining subscribers from my reaction videos, I still had that gnawing weight of not being with the person I had vowed to be with. In this vlog, I take you through my day and ramble on about the story, how it happened, what I learned, and even a small message for my ex-wife. I was going to give up on this because the edit took too long and honestly, I don't like the way I look in the video. My hair. My weight. My non-verbal cues. Eh. But I decided I'll publish it. This is for me. This is me burning up the letters and casting the ash into the sea. This is me looking at myself and not flinching. Accepting that I have work to do, for me and no one else. It's reclaiming my drive and creativity. And also giving a chance for the people who saw us on the channel to understand we're no longer together. Like Agent Smith said: Everything that has a beginning, has an end. My marriage is over. Here's a glimpse of what happened. Support the channel on Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/kamgatchassa Love music? Get ONE FREE Month of Musicbed where I get my tracks https://www.musicbed.com/invite/OZjRx Join this channel to get access to perks: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCOMbXuSz61YlU3P5kF6KDEA/join SUPPORT THE CHANNEL:  Cashapp: https://cash.app/$kamgatchassa  PayPal: https://paypal.me/tchassakamga  Venmo: @Kamga-Tchassa  SHOP MY MERCH!  https://kamgas-store.myteespring.co/ Let's connect :  Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/kamgatchassa Pinterest: http://pinterest.com/tchassakamga  Medium: https://kamga.medium.com  Twitter: https://twitter.com/kamgatchassa  My podcast: https://anchor.fm/loving-creative-podcast  MY BOOKS : When A Boy Loves you - (Bandcamp) - https://kamga.bandcamp.com/   (Gumroad): https://gumroad.com/l/WABLY1  The Art and Science of Scribbling Ideas (Amazon) - https://amzn.to/3ogP7JW  Sign up for free on Robinhood using this link and we both get ONE FREE STOCK: https://join.robinhood.com/fnuh77  Get 2 FREE stocks when you deposit $100 in your Webull Brokerage Account: https://act.webull.com/ne/aDj7ZyCSCdRV/j3a/inviteUs/  CAMERA GEAR :  Main: https://amzn.to/3hwYmTW  Attach other canon lenses to your M50: https://amzn.to/384yRpX  Lenses: 1. Canon EF-M ... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tHk1h99sDAc

Is Cameroon better than Nigeria? Which beats the other : Cameroonian or Nigerian Jollof? In today's video, I react to a video by @Kenna KEA and Vanessa. They compared Cameroon to Nigeria using their economic capitals - Douala and Lagos, respectively. The video was published in November 2019. If you find any videos you'd like me to react to, don't hesitate to send them my way. Want to support the channel? Buy my merch here: https://kamgas-store.myteespring.co/ Original video used with permission from the creator: https://youtu.be/tz-8y2_RZDI --- Thank you for taking the time to watch this video. Kamga's the name. Moved from Cameroon to the US in 2018 to join my fiancée (now wife). I speak English and French. I love books, stoicism, and ideas. I'm in the pursuit of meaning in the work that I do, and connection with the world around me. I love writing - I think a lot; writing helps me clear things. I share what I know here in the hopes you'll find it relevant to your life. I'm on a mission to create a world where everyone does work that matters to them and makes them feel a part of the whole. SUPPORT THE CHANNEL:  Cashapp: https://cash.app/$kamgatchassa  PayPal: https://paypal.me/tchassakamga  Venmo: @Kamga-Tchassa  SHOP MY MERCH!  https://kamgas-store.myteespring.co/ Let's connect :  Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/kamgatchassa Pinterest: http://pinterest.com/tchassakamga  Medium: https://kamga.medium.com  Twitter: https://twitter.com/kamgatchassa  My podcast: https://anchor.fm/loving-creative-podcast  MY BOOKS : When A Boy Loves you - (Bandcamp) - https://kamga.bandcamp.com/   (Gumroad): https://gumroad.com/l/WABLY1  The Art and Science of Scribbling Ideas (Amazon) - https://amzn.to/3ogP7JW  Sign up for free on Robinhood using this link and we both get ONE FREE STOCK: https://join.robinhood.com/fnuh77  Get 2 FREE stocks when you deposit $100 in your Webull Brokerage Account: https://act.webull.com/ne/aDj7ZyCSCdRV/j3a/inviteUs/  CAMERA GEAR :  Main: https://amzn.to/3hwYmTW  Attach other canon lenses to your M50: https://amzn.to/384yRpX  Lenses: 1. Canon EF-M 15-45mm f/3.5-6.3 - https://amzn.to/3b47TRn 2. (FAVE) Canon EF-M 22mm f2 STM - https://amzn.to/2KPQLnz  3.YONGNUO YN35mm F2 Lens 1:2 AF/MF Wide-Angle Fixed/Prime Auto Focus Lens - https://amzn.to/351IjbH  4.Canon EF 50mm f/1.8 STM Lens- https://amzn.to/351IjbH  AUDIO: 1.TAKSTAR MIC (Affordable and battery has lasted months!) https://amzn.to/3rGMyTH 2.BOYA MIC https://amzn.to/2LfhBWc Main Tripod: https://amzn.to/2MfsS9c Short tripod for (when live streaming with Camera): https://amzn.to/3n3BoVF Reflector: https://amzn.to/3n6fKA5 FAVE BOOKS:  1. The Alchemist by Paulo Coelho - https://amzn.to/3rIjJX5  2. The Almanack of ... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6mvkWXIzHIQ