I was out here, on and off, for about three hours, and the entire time there was a helicopter and two small planes circling around this antenna tower. I was trying to understand what they were doing, exactly. Later that night I watched the evening news and learned that there had been various demonstrations going on downtown - Antifa vs. Nazis, that sort of thing. That's why the aircraft were circling around the same area for so long. 8:17pm "please get off of my d / before I turn into a pipe bomb" - Lil Wayne "Good Form" 8:37pm Sense of chain link fences behind Franklin High School 10:10pm Idea of Tobi Vail and others - maybe my mother working with police officers to frame & harm me. Relates to back pain. Thinking of my mom as an attacker, I "see" image of a puzzle piece. 4:40am Dreams linked to culpability of who is behind back pain, and their motivations. (Erased dreams.) 8/13 Polynesian something? Pepe? Indonesian? I hear (Spanish) background music from B.o.B. "War Witch" 5:20am I get the sense my father is not going to live long. War Witch B.o.B. Importance of Angela / Angelina 9:55am Brook asking me why I smoked in my 20s. Cat with long fur/whiskers. I have this cat with very long fur - like a long fu manchu fur on its chest. It does something clever - I forget what - I'm showing her. It's a yellowish cat. "Oh yeah, I'm the believable one in this story." (Sarcastic - from a guy.) 12:45(pm?) Supermarket is where there is cat food. 8/14 In Roseburg, Oregon (Canyonville), something called "The Milkshake School" next to the hamburger / malted kiosk. 2:09am Loud noise wakes me up - I say to Chris "what's that?" He says "Stupid... nail polish bottle... in my dream." (Seems like Chris mentions here or somewhere else that he dreamt of putting together a puzzle.) Before that - images of a secret labrador assistant - dog - black lab with this labeled hood over it. Links to people who "get" people for medical testing. (Implants) 5:17pm Looks like somebody's toe cut off and deep fried. 8:40pm There is a dream about me having two abortions. In one case it's a botched abortion and I come back and abort the baby when it's almost full term. I think in part its because of my age, in part because of money/time, in part because I'm worried the fetus is damaged. Then I regret it later. Also there's something about maybe Bret is the father of this aborted child or I had a crush on Bret I'd forgotten about. There is something in here about a crab - a tied up crab Brook's relatives have but don't take good care of and a little house like the firework where it's basically a house that catches on fire - but I'm playing with it like its a real house. Putting in doors and windows. 9:55pm Image of the apartment Brook wanted to rent in SE Portland. Long dream about a family - like (Yurok) Thompson family but not exactly - fighting, set ups, etc. I'm part of this. I am (?) by it. I help make peace, bring them together. 1am? (?) Patrick? Jones - elementary neighbor. 5:24am Something about a duck - "bapp smears" Mailing stuff - stuffing envelopes - something linked to Vietnam - Vietnam Vets - one envelope says "Hunter Thompson" on it, maybe "Hunter S. Thompson" - it's a different Hunter Thompson. Idea of glue for envelopes - like a glue stick - I get too much glue on one or there is a lot of extra glue. Seems like I do this twice. One time I'm sittling next to a guy and I say I have a funny story about "Colin Powell" and that crowd - but I forget the story the moment I say I have it. Make a mistake on an envelope - cover with another address label. Bigfoot image on something - paper - I think about using it. 7:45am lines up cats - linked to mailing/envelopes dream - putting cats into a stack or line, side by side 9:50am There is a dream where I'm learning to crochet from YouTube videos I think but also there is a live lesson. The first thing I think I try to crochet is a bear - I may get stuck somewhere or don't have the necessary skill to finish the whole thing - it's not really something I want or can use though. ... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BJTAt7oc_8k

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