Outside perspective has no interesting insights here, I know how I feel, you are not me, so you're speculating about my feelings while I'm just matter of factly reporting on mine, and when I tell you how i feel i'm absolutely certain of it and that anyone who tells me I feel anything other than what I'm telling them I feel is misunderstanding the situation and misperceiving it. You are groundlessly and baselessly ascribing moitivations to me that I do not have, and there's no possibility AT ALL that the people who accused me of clout chasing understand what is going on because I absolutely objectively was not, so if you think I was you''re imagining things, and ascribing motivations to me that you have PROJECTED ONTO me. there is no probability AT ALL that these people are right about me. I AM ME so I KNOW MYSELF And my OWN MOTIVATIONS BETTER THAN YOU.
STOP OVERSTEPPING and TRYING TO TELL ME HOW I FEEL.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FYH8DsU2WCk New Order - Blue Monday
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IuG06shLFk8