Ashes you Leave - When withered flowers begin to bloom
The Inheritance of Sin and Shame, 2000
I look upon the lightless sky With drops of sadness from my mourning eye I only heard the reckless waters roar Those ways could not bear me from the shore
When Withered Flowers Begin To Bloom
She loved to dwell in darkness and dismay Deeming herself predestined to do
When withered flowers begin to bloom I want to remain unseen in the shadow of her mind
Samiese dream, 1993
Lover, lover let's pretend
We're born as innocents
Cast into the world
With apple eyes
To wish wish dangerous
My dear delirious
To try and leave
The rest of us behind
Shot full of diamonds
And a million years
The disappointed disappear
Like they were never here
Kiss kiss all of this
The hiss that we had miss
And understand what can't be understood
Sear those thoughts of me
Alone and unhappy
I never liked me anyway
If by chance
Or circumstance
We should fail
Don't be so sad
Shot full of diamonds
And a million years
The disappointed disappear
Like they were never here
In a dream
We are connected
Siamese twins
At the wrist
And then I knew we'd been forsaken
Expelled from paradise
I can't believe them
When they say that it's alright
Words can't define what I feel inside
Who needs them?
Caught with this virus of my mind
I give in to my disease, of my needs
To my disease, of my needs
She really loves to break
Her dad says it's OK
She really loves to break
And give it all away
Her ma says she's afraid
What more can she fake
She really needs to break
And give herself away
She gave it all away
She gave it all away
She gave it all away
We really love the USA
In case of emergency, 1980
Turn the wrong way your socks don't change
Your shirt could too but the shoes are strange
Eyes are facing the other way
In backward talk you try to say
You're so Inside Out
Inside Out Inside Out Inside Out
You're so Inside Out
Inside Out Inside Out Inside Out
Living out instead of in
Drinking tea and paraffin
Thinks aloud but don't say a word
It's just my visions blurred
You're so Inside Out
Inside Out Inside Out Inside Out
You're so Inside Out
Inside Out Inside Out Inside Out
Holding head with foot in door
Camouflage or something more
Goes to sleep on waking up
Coffee without a cup
You're so Inside Out
Inside Out Inside Out Inside Out
You're so Inside Out
Inside Out Inside Out Inside Out
In the arms of god, 2005
I remember you seemed like yesterday
Do you remember me? I got lost on the way
Wrong, muddy road is nothing new
We stand but this river is washing through
River rise from tear drops without warning
Float away while flooding yesterday
I'll be gone I won't be back by morning
So rise river rise wash this place away
Clean my dirty soul so I can save it for judgment day
This place will bring you down
More than you'll ever know
Turn around it's do or die
I think it's time to go
If you feel the same then you can stay
I'll fly I never liked it anyway
sun of the morning star
River rise from teardrops without warning
Float away while flooding yesterday
I'll be gone I won't be here in the morning
So rise river rise wash this place away
Clean my dirty, should so I can save it for judgement day
Ah! Ah!
River rise from teardrops without warning
Float away while flooding yesterday
I'll be gone I won't be back by morning
So rise river rise wash this place away
Clean my dirty soul so I can save for judgement day
Vulgar display of power, 1992
One, two, three, four!
Almost every day
I see the same face
On broken picture tube
It fits the attitude
If you could see yourself
You put you on a shelf
Your verbal masturbate
Promise to nauseate
Today I'll play the part of non-parent
Not make a hundred rules for you to know about yourself
Not lie and make you believe what's evil
Is making love and making friends and meeting God your own way
The right way
To see
To bleed
Cannot be taught
In turn, you're making us
Fucking hostile!
We stand alone
The truth in right and wrong
The boundaries of the law
You seem to miss the point
Arresting for a joint?
You seem to wonder why
Hundreds of people die
You're writing tickets man
My mom got jumped, they ran!
Now I'll play a public servant
To serve and protect by the law and the state
I'd bust the punks that rape, steal and murder
And leave you be if you crossed me, I'd shake your hand like a man
Not a god
To see
To bleed
Cannot be taught
In turn, you're making us
Fucking hostile!
We stand alone
Vince!
Come meet your maker, boy
Some things you can't enjoy
Because of heaven, hell
A fucking wives tale
They put it in your head
Then put you in your bed
He's watching say your prayers
'Cause God is everywhere
Now I'll play a man learning priesthood
Who's about to take the ultimate test in life
I'd question things because I am human
And call no one my father who's not closer than a stranger
I will not listen
To see
To bleed
Cannot be taught
In turn, you're making us
Fucking!
Fucking!
Fucking!
Fucking hostile!
Piece of cake, 1992
The way I see it you must be blind
But can you spare a dime?
Can't you see your son is in too deep
Burning in the final sleep
Wide awake for ninety nine hours
No sleep tonight
He'll be pushing up flowers
Second chance he'll never get
A special high for blazes, burn
Left behind, left and right
No end in sight (no end in sight)
Let behind, left and right
No end in sight (no end in sight)
Running frantic without a clue
In the sand looking straight at you
Nothing straight, the world goes around
No one's safe until they're deep in the ground
Shot in the back, stopped in your tracks
The shifting sands coming over us
A second chance he hasn't got
It all boils down and turned around
Left behind, left and right
No end in sight (no end in sight)
Left behind, left and right
No end in sight (no end in sight)
There's so many times I couldn't bear to watch
Witness the boredom of you thinking all soft
He left his mark, he left you blind
Chasing the dream, left sleep behind
Left behind, left and right
No end in sight (no end in sight)
Left behind, left and right
No end in sight (no end in sight)
No end in sight
No end in sight
No end in sight
Spiritual black dimensions, 1999
When the ghastly mourners awakens from sleep
And the volatile funeral crows are watching
Like evil omens in shadowed murmur
They welcome me again
Agonized and flattered to once become
Apart of this horror scenario
I descend with arms open wide
Armored and filled with painful pleasure
Reflecting streams of monstrous mirages
I will not hide
Loosing control in seductive madness
Spiritual revelations, apocalyptic hypnosis
Dead colors appear within unshallow graves
Alone in awe I face abhorrence below
Trapped inside to suffer in silence
Torn apart in mind and sense
Baptized in this nightly glamor
Rites of splendid essence
Agonized and flattered I once became
A part of the horror scenario
Armored and filled with painful pleasure
I did not hide
Now when the gates are no longer shut
I withdraw from the light of the sun
Insomniac, 1995
I'm on a mission
I made my decision
To lead a path of self destruction
A slow progression Killing my complexion
And it's rotting out my teeth
I'm on a roll
No self control
I'm blowing off steam with methamphetamine
Don't know what I want
That's all that I've got
And I'm picking scabs off my face
Every hour my blood is turning sour
And my pulse is beating out of time
I found a treasure filled with sick pleasure
And it sits on a thick white line
I'm on a roll
No self control
I'm blowing off steam with methamphetamine
Don't know what I want
That's all that I've got
And I'm picking scabs off my face
I'm on a mission I've got no decision
Like a cripple running the rat race
Wish in one hand shit in the other
And see which one gets filled first
I'm on a roll
No self control
I'm blowing off steam with methamphetamine
Don't know what I want
That's all that I've got
And I'm picking scabs off my face (say)
Geek
Stink
Breath
Honour, Valour, Pride, 2002
Erasing all known species
Extincion seen
Corrupting with intent
Inhuman kill machine
Superior objectives
Precedence
Killing fields of continents
Attack the best defence
With duty first, directed by your decree
Bleak world divisional, man the last enemy
Victims on the threshold
Casualties of greed
Dreaming to survive
Mankind now born to breed
Reinforced without belief
Dominance as one
Dictator, sanctify all
Prey to none
With duty first, directed by your decree
Bleak world divisional, man the last enemy
Carnivorous deception
A dark ability
Zero tolerance evolves
Mass fatalities
Arrogant compulsion
Towards a violent end
When you're digging your own grave in ignorance
You alone descend
The last hunter prevails
Overlord - imposing will
Another life, one more to grieve
Status: probable kill confirmed
Vempire (or Dark Faerytales in Phallustein), 1996
Weak midnight promises of love
Were wept upon her grave
And shunned by stars above
In mortal life lurks my dismay
An angel stole my heart
And death took her away
She sleeps beyond the grace of god
A dreaming beauty
If wishes could only fray that bond
The dead would sing for me
The dead would sing for me
Twelth moon arose with ghostly voice
A poet's serenade
Her name a whisper 'pon my lips
And lo, Rorasa came
Fear me not my grieving king
Funereal in breath
Secrets of the dark I know
And thus, we shall cheat death
My promises wrought though despondence that night
Have delivered me gifts from the grave
Rorasa enshadowed and eternal life
Never a devil so vain
The angel is fallen, for I thought her lost
And no heaven would silence the pain
Teach me these secrets, the sensual frost
Desire for warm blood again
Princess lay down thy florid cheek
In drunken splendour
Tonight rare regal fate has cast
The wolves among the sheep
Dark nature clasp my soul
Around Her throat mine arms enfold
To sleep, perchance to dream
And then...
To dusk and flesh ascend
The Sun descends, magenta spirits fill the skies
And wreak erotic maladies where sex and death abide
From writhing tides where gothick siren weave their song to shore
Through the ashes of the battlefields where ravens and angels war
As phantoms we have fled the basilisk of day
To rise as phoenix taloned, nightly taking prey
We rule like the red and risen moon upon the sea
The stars of judgement silent, for we share joyous eternity
Damnation
Salvation
Stigmata plague
The wine of Bacchus flows
Listen to the thunder rage
Deceivers dragged before their cross
I am he that vanquished death
And bore the sting of loss
What vulgar christ will unprise my grasp?
His temple, ruined, burns
And sweet Rorasa laughs
I am enamoured and imparadised
To catch the fires dancing profanely in her eyes
I will crush them all If this holds thy delight
Rather dead forever than to lose her
Nymph-lascivious Aphrodite