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29 Dec 2022 21:45:31 UTC
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10 months on T
I started T on 02/24/2022
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Also happy New Year and good exams to people who have exams in early January like me lol
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TIME STAMPS
0:00 - introduction
1:19 - my beard hair is FINALLY quickly evolving
2:36 - my facial hair is that of a person who's 4 months on T (5 days later, I have as much facial hair as the average person who's 6 months on T so I guess I'm catching up)
3:15 - my hairline is great, it evolved this month but it still looks very round
3:38 - my eyebrows filled in, but not the way I expected them to (and the result is better than the expectation tbh)
4:12 - my voice is still changing a little bit
5:39 - I don't pass but it matters less and less (My dysphoria is first and foremost a physical thing. Androgynous people who dress in a feminine way are constantly seen as women, so passing as a woman due to my clothes choice doesn't hurt. Trying to dress in a more masculine way to still be percieved as female would trigger my dysphoria so I prefer not to try because I'm 98% sure the huge majority of people will still see a woman if even if I dress in a masculine way.)
7:16 - I (finally) came out to my nurse (she didn't knwo she was injecting me with testosterone lol)
6:51 - my face is STILL getting more attractive to me lol
7:04 - bone changes can happen on T if you start before you're 23-25 (sources in the video). I started at 20 yo 1/2 and got tiny bone changes.
10:18 - outro
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6MKPBG8dVVw
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Also happy New Year and good exams to people who have exams in early January like me lol
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TIME STAMPS
0:00 - introduction
1:19 - my beard hair is FINALLY quickly evolving
2:36 - my facial hair is that of a person who's 4 months on T (5 days later, I have as much facial hair as the average person who's 6 months on T so I guess I'm catching up)
3:15 - my hairline is great, it evolved this month but it still looks very round
3:38 - my eyebrows filled in, but not the way I expected them to (and the result is better than the expectation tbh)
4:12 - my voice is still changing a little bit
5:39 - I don't pass but it matters less and less (My dysphoria is first and foremost a physical thing. Androgynous people who dress in a feminine way are constantly seen as women, so passing as a woman due to my clothes choice doesn't hurt. Trying to dress in a more masculine way to still be percieved as female would trigger my dysphoria so I prefer not to try because I'm 98% sure the huge majority of people will still see a woman if even if I dress in a masculine way.)
7:16 - I (finally) came out to my nurse (she didn't knwo she was injecting me with testosterone lol)
6:51 - my face is STILL getting more attractive to me lol
7:04 - bone changes can happen on T if you start before you're 23-25 (sources in the video). I started at 20 yo 1/2 and got tiny bone changes.
10:18 - outro
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6MKPBG8dVVw
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