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Go figure, the day I'm posting this tons of mean comments on my shorts. I wanted to have this talk with you guys. I pray it doesn't come across wrong. But I know many of us are struggling with mental health during this pandemic. My depression has been extra bad lately, my anxiety was but has been better over the past week but we will see after all the mean comments. If you are one of my supporters thank you! Only 90 more and I should now get the community tab thanks to recent changes in YouTube policy. I'll be real with you yet again, it's hard to want to continue my channel when the haters come out in full force. I haven't filmed anything besides a few more gum shorts over the past couple of weeks due to my health and mental health. Hoping I can find a way to make myself do it anyway, because most of the time I love doing this. And as much as I know it comes with the territory and try to ignore it, it's hard. Sending my love to you all, Koko ... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RyZ5n3Y4388

Can we just talk about the overly obsessed girlfriend face screenshot I got from the video lol. ? In this video you will find a whispered roleplay of a toxic friend helping you get ready for a date with a new guy after a bad relationship. It starts out a bit choppy but got better once I abandoned the script and started winging it. I'm telling you guys I do my best work winging it lol. No offense is meant with this video. It is a compilation of experiences me and my best friend have been through. Nothing against single moms, McDonald's, anyone. I myself am technically a single mom right now. But toxic friend roleplays seems to be in high demand and most of them are geared towards teenage toxic friends. I wanted to make one for my fellow 30s ladies. As usual I learned a lot in the process and next time I will not be using a script but I was nervous since it was my first roleplay and overthought it. Let me know if you have ideas for another roleplay you would like to see. I've got some ideas but want to hear what you guys want. I plan at some point to do the obligatory tucking you into bed roleplay. I'm just debating whether I watch a bunch of other people's first or anyones lol or if I go in blind so it's all me. I also just got a new microphone!! I'm so excited to start exploring it! Please like and subscribe for even more ASMR content! Leave me a comment. If you have ASMR videos you'd like to request put them in the comments and if it is something I can do, I will! ❤️ Koko ... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wcy6QaPzXWA