Never give up......what is endurance and what are the ways and means to stick to it over the long haul.
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xvYHj-64kIU
There are 3 typical personal anger styles.....cream puff, locomotive and steel magnolia. Check them out to see where you fit.
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ks0rMHRt9Tk