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April 20, 1988 journal entry: two dreams
Links to April 23, 2019 entry, links to 1985 movie "Smooth Talk"
Dream #1
03:00 Driving in Germany, keep asking directions in German, people answer me in English
03:21 Swimming in a big lake in Minnesota - the lake is shallow
03:49 Trying to cross Snelling Avenue in St Paul. Small animals are also trying to cross, especially ducks. Animals can cross, but cannot push the walk signal. Coaches (busses) keep going by. One coach contains the group from the lake.
05:04 I have to send a postcard to my parents. I have a bunch of duck postcards. I pick out one postcard, a mallard. I get angry just thinking about my mother.
05:15 I put on a bright new red tank top T-shirt. I am with Michael in my T-shirt. My mother says "It's all just sex."
I wake up. The End.
ducks = doctors in the mind control system.
This dream links my mother and my anger at my mother with mind control doctors
Dream #2
06:17 A big building on campus. Psychology? Little plastic things from the orient - little religious things - plastic jewels. Open the door and there's a little plastic child or a treasure chest. Someone sends me to find what they are all about. I find what each one represents.
07:27 I read a magazine about dogsled racing? An article called "Journey Inside The Mind of A Gay Man." A picture of a sexy young Latino man with his hand hooked inside his belt loop, his hip thrown out a little. I see a bulge inside his pants - suddenly it becomes a "pussy." I think "that looks like the nose of a cat."
08:03 I walk around the building. I hear Carl Jung has recently joined the faculty and I'm excited. I think I want to photograph his door with his name on it. I think of trying to photograph or meet him, but I'm too shy. I look for his door. He's on the second floor. The second floor has a sign with an arrow reading REALITY. I think it's a funny sign by no one else gets it. I think there is another sign with the letter "R." *
08:43 Downstairs a girl is making an election poster....
12:24 Something about model missions - an assignment that was given to 3rd grade public schoolchildren in California in the 1970s - and how my mission wasn't as pretty as the other kids who's parents helped them. My mission was San Miguel (means Michael). Mike Patton was in this class and I'm not sure, but think he had a mission made of sugar cubes.
13:42 a pen drawing inspired by recording of Hendrix playing The Star Spangled Banner at Woodstock. Interestingly, as I've been working these notes to this video, Chris has been playing Hendrix in the room (Little Miss Lover from Axis Bold as Love) and now he's playing Led Zeppelin's "Dancing Days"...
In some ways it seems like these dreams and this Hendrix illustration relate to Rider Waite Tarot 7 of Cups.
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* Romeo & Juliet Act 2 Scene 4: NURSE (to Romeo): Ah, mocker, that’s the dog’s name. R is for the—No, I know it begins with some other letter, and she hath the prettiest sententious of it, of you and rosemary, that it would do you good to hear it.
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=feycP4c9-Ik
Dream #1
03:00 Driving in Germany, keep asking directions in German, people answer me in English
03:21 Swimming in a big lake in Minnesota - the lake is shallow
03:49 Trying to cross Snelling Avenue in St Paul. Small animals are also trying to cross, especially ducks. Animals can cross, but cannot push the walk signal. Coaches (busses) keep going by. One coach contains the group from the lake.
05:04 I have to send a postcard to my parents. I have a bunch of duck postcards. I pick out one postcard, a mallard. I get angry just thinking about my mother.
05:15 I put on a bright new red tank top T-shirt. I am with Michael in my T-shirt. My mother says "It's all just sex."
I wake up. The End.
ducks = doctors in the mind control system.
This dream links my mother and my anger at my mother with mind control doctors
Dream #2
06:17 A big building on campus. Psychology? Little plastic things from the orient - little religious things - plastic jewels. Open the door and there's a little plastic child or a treasure chest. Someone sends me to find what they are all about. I find what each one represents.
07:27 I read a magazine about dogsled racing? An article called "Journey Inside The Mind of A Gay Man." A picture of a sexy young Latino man with his hand hooked inside his belt loop, his hip thrown out a little. I see a bulge inside his pants - suddenly it becomes a "pussy." I think "that looks like the nose of a cat."
08:03 I walk around the building. I hear Carl Jung has recently joined the faculty and I'm excited. I think I want to photograph his door with his name on it. I think of trying to photograph or meet him, but I'm too shy. I look for his door. He's on the second floor. The second floor has a sign with an arrow reading REALITY. I think it's a funny sign by no one else gets it. I think there is another sign with the letter "R." *
08:43 Downstairs a girl is making an election poster....
12:24 Something about model missions - an assignment that was given to 3rd grade public schoolchildren in California in the 1970s - and how my mission wasn't as pretty as the other kids who's parents helped them. My mission was San Miguel (means Michael). Mike Patton was in this class and I'm not sure, but think he had a mission made of sugar cubes.
13:42 a pen drawing inspired by recording of Hendrix playing The Star Spangled Banner at Woodstock. Interestingly, as I've been working these notes to this video, Chris has been playing Hendrix in the room (Little Miss Lover from Axis Bold as Love) and now he's playing Led Zeppelin's "Dancing Days"...
In some ways it seems like these dreams and this Hendrix illustration relate to Rider Waite Tarot 7 of Cups.
----
* Romeo & Juliet Act 2 Scene 4: NURSE (to Romeo): Ah, mocker, that’s the dog’s name. R is for the—No, I know it begins with some other letter, and she hath the prettiest sententious of it, of you and rosemary, that it would do you good to hear it.
...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=feycP4c9-Ik
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