THE ANSWER IS: DUUUUH!! I'll get into trouble. You can't just go out screaming in public. wtf that's stupid and rude. Secondly, because I got told I'm "trying too hard to be funny" so much so many many times years ago that nowadays I'm just quiet and just don't even try to be fun anymore. [and when I hear laughter from the ones that had told me that, I feel shocked but overjoyed I made them laugh. but me "trying too hard" is really just me trying to break out of my shell because I'm extremely shy and self-conscious.] Third, I get told I'm annoying or to shut up. So yeah. No. Fuck off. ... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U23n4ZSW1Uc
I have a way longer version that I plan to upload as unlisted to only share with family and a buddy due to privacy reasons, but when I am feeling better so I can put the entire video together. Today I just saw Daily Dose of Internet and really want to hopefully have my footage included some time!
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ydjRIgS3NKI