This is basically where I am after all this time. Am I totally well? No. Can I play? yes.
I need though, more than ever to get over hat finish line and I'm finding that the more I want it, the less I achieve. Self acceptance seems to have some kind of role in this.
Right now, I'm doing all I can internally, it's just I'm not sure if missed something or I need someone to tell add something or just tell me, "No, Stuart, what you're doing is great just keep going!" It is very hard to tell.
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GxG_TZDwCfw
This is just a shorter version of the first video dealing with the raw info without too much explanation for those who would like to revisit this method without watching quite so much!
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gCoZ301eviU
By letting things happen, some very weird things start to occur. This seems to be where the dystonia wants something. It feels like it wants me to panic and start to try to resist. I just don't and it calms down.
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rrt2WKiB_KE
Here is another little vid for you gypsy jazz types out there! This time about playing rhythm guitar for ballads! So, let's get slow, floaty and romantic!! Enjoy!!
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bjja1diUuqo
This is trad style flamenco guitar, it ain't gypsy jazz but its something I do here and there...actually flamenco is my main area of interest!
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cGgeN7Dh5us
On my birthday I have shown some signs of POSSIBLE improvement that I previously had not. Still ropey but I'm very pleased right now.
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y-HaEFCY47Q