•Have you ever been iced? ? intentionally shut out like abrupt door in the face? Did you feel like it was a manipulative move? because you didn’t do this, they had to do that? •When dealing w/professionals, have you been left hanging?? Just nothing. zero. zip? Forced to leave it go and call someone else? •Is it that “can’t-say-no” shit? •Is it really polite to fake “yeah” when you aren’t at all interested?(no.) P-to-the-A! passive-aggressive. —“It’s like lending a book” in the way, it’s “understood” you are never going to see that book again. This is the same when you “lend” money to friends... it should be “understood,” you will probably never see that money again. ~am I, already dead? ? like in Jacobs Ladder? Music: From Russia with Love ... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q6Fv7lWLsMU

folklore and mythology madness! -off the cuff as usual! references: *Freddy Silva is a bestselling author, and a leading researcher of ancient civilizations, restricted history, sacred sites and their interaction with consciousness. He has published seven books in six languages, and produced thirteen documentaries. -Amazon **Graham Hancock is a British writer and journalist. He promotes pseudoscientific theories involving ancient civilizations, Earth changes, stone monuments or megaliths, altered states of consciousness, ancient myths, and astronomical or astrological data from the past. Hancock's works propose a connection with a 'mother culture' from which he believes other ancient civilizations sprang. An example of pseudohistory and pseudoarchaeology, his work has neither been peer reviewed nor published in academic journals. -Wikipedia **Agartha-hollow-earth-theory "-Edmund Halley, of Halley’s Comet fame. Proposed in 1692 as a way of explaining anomalous compass readings, Halley’s theory is that the planet is a series of nested, spherical shells, spinning in different directions, all surrounding a central core. In his estimation, based on readings of the magnetic field and what he knew of the gravitational pull of the sun and the moon on the Earth, this model could account for any inaccuracies in his readings of the magnetic fields of the planet. He also posited that the space between each shell may have had luminous atmospheres capable of supporting life." -Atlas Obscura Film or series references: **Fortitude (TV Series 2015-2018) Perched on the edge of the Arctic Circle, Fortitude is one of the safest towns on earth. There has never been a violent crime here. Until now. -IMDb **Fire and Ice is a 1983 American animated epic dark fantasy adventure film directed by Ralph Bakshi. The film, a collaboration between Bakshi and Frank Frazetta, was distributed by 20th Century-Fox, which also distributed Bakshi's 1977 release, Wizards. -Wikipedia Outlander ((**Outlander 2008** science fiction-action film starring *Jim Caviezel, Sophia Myles, Jack Huston, John Hurt, and Ron Perlman, and written and directed by Howard McCain.Wikipedia -the future? returns to the past? and brings with it? )) "Panspermia" theory, is the hypothesis that life exists throughout the Universe, distributed by space dust, meteoroids, asteroids, comets, and planetoids, as well as by spacecraft carrying unintended contamination by microorganisms. -Wikipedia I think I was looking for the word "organism" or "biological organism" the "bio" or Bi-o in all the senses not just the one sense, you have to go abstract, or you get stuck in a crevasse and miss the master class! She said, humorously because, Life is a Gas! The organisms and the organs and the Great "Abyss" t ... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ypuAOfj-GPY