"ß" is a Germanic grapheme which represents a double "s" (ss). SS also stands for Schutzstaffel, a group which morphed from Hitler's "elite" bodyguards to a virtual "state within a state" responsible for the Concentration camp system and "final solution" (extermination of European Jews). After recording this dream, I looked more closely at Peter Tork's Wikipedia page and saw that his mother was of German-Jewish and Irish ancestry. This dream seems to suggest that Peter Tork was targeted with cancer because of his ancestry. reference: https://encyclopedia.ushmm.org/content/en/article/ss ... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=52pEUFFudso

00:53 reflecting on the difficulty of revisiting parts of my life past & present which are particularly traumatic 03:38 issues around sabotage of Chris' career are also traumatizing to me 05:09 beginning to read dreams from last night. Sense that more revenge porn is being released. Some of it seems to be linked to Michele DiConstanzo (Crone). 06:18 dreams from nap 08:33 Looked at video for Lil Pump "Be Like Me" and it led me to DRAM video "Cash Machine" in which a woman who looks like Michele DiConstanzo did when I knew her in the 1980s is holding a baby wearing a top patterned with lip motifs. https://youtu.be/9rx0eqQl8wk?t=55s The hexagon may represent the Seal of Solomon / bees but also I remember there is a hexagon behind the drummer's head in the video for Raspberry Beret. 10:40 My choices have been externally manipulated & directed my whole life by the people and situations around me and by frequency-based mind control. 15:07 In Lewis & Clark College publications department; some kind of party going on, seems to have a Humboldt State University biology department vibe. Looking for a pen, "The Office" from TV character (probably character named Ryan) says that pens are an obsolete technology. I say sarcastically "oh yeah, pens are an obsolete technology" and list off a bunch of other "obsolete technologies" ending again with pens. 16:49 As I'm writing this down, the theme from Romeo & Juliet comes into my head & as I write THAT down I hear two knocks on the wall (two knocks mean "no"). I believe that when I write, especially with a pen, my thoughts can be remotely read. Obviously I am being remotely "handled." (You can even hear knocks in some of these videos.) The reason I haven't spoken about this more is because I've had the sense that doing so would put me at risk from losing protection, because presumably protection is part of what is going on. I think (& hope) this is becoming less of an issue since what I'm able to do now is reveal more and more truth. For a lot of the time I have been deliberately misdirected. This changed in 2018. I'm not sure you can accurately talk about mind control, "targeted individuals" or a related issues without addressing handling. 18:08 Two songs that dropped into my head recently are "Play That Funky Music White Boy" and "You're So Vain." 19:05 screens of dots and sense of the word "hot." 21:04 bizarre dream involving a plant, HSU greenhouse (a dome) ,... Roseburg? Butterfly, something about pulling hair, get the song "Be Like Me" in my head. Christian cross on a tilt. Sun shining, solar flares. This sounds like another reference to my April 17 videos especially this on https://youtu.be/ibpKFsZ_Ne0 23:30 The song "Certain Kinds of Trash" is by Chain and the Gang (Chicago-born D.C. artist Ian Svenonius who is also linked with K Records) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OeYodvSK320 23:57 Dreams relate to Michele DiConstanzo and others pointing out patterns around them (song Manic Monday in background). Idea of "clones" - repeated people - trying to figure out, decode. I wake up and see a Fasenra commerical and realize it is related. 25:25 I hear dialogue - Chris says "Where did you stay last night?" and I say "I stayed at Ray's" knowing that I'm staying at Michele's - because Ray (in the dream) is married to Michele DiConstanzo. (Is it possible there is also a link to "rays" from directed energy weapons, and/or the word "raze"?) Fasenra is an asthma medication; I suspect Chris' asthma is medically induced/manipulated. (Note: IMMEDIATELY after I finished writing this description - the part about the asthma - just before 1 a.m. on April 22 - Chris woke up gasping; he had been suddenly unable to breathe in his sleep.) 28:46 In an earlier dream, Madonna is explaining something about stagecraft. ... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z8TIkrbRvEw

Was at the grocery store shopping for food, and while I was looking at salsa the word "Girasoles" came to me. I knew it was a familiar word, but I couldn't remember what it was, and I didn't know why this name just came to me out of nowhere. When I looked it up I saw it was the name of the taco truck that used to be located about half a block away on 60th and E. Burnside ("girasole" means sunflower, apparently). We frequently ordered tacos from that place, and twice I also ordered a burrito and/or beans & rice. I had already been made aware that implants could be put into food like burritos, which is why I'm wondering if that's what's going on. I know I had two implants inside my intestines already before 2019. They often parked a blue 1970s Ford Impala out front of this taco truck, and for a while there was also a Mercedes for sale there as well. ... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s9vmVpxLwDw

Portland Police news https://www.portlandoregon.gov/police/news/ Tweet regarding knife attack https://twitter.com/PortlandPolice/status/1312502311474749440 ... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8anM6MC4H9A