... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_L8xV8eXUcI

Portland, Oregon. Checking the weather, watching aircraft and birds. Notice how the haze is slightly golden-colored. ... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kNA7n3sFxjE

I've just picked up Brook as a baby or preschool child somewhere - suddenly on Union Hill, Arcata, the brakes go out (Bayside Road hill) - this is headed downhill - (I've just picked up the car somewhere, too) - The car begins to roll fast downhill but I'm able to pull up into this yard or driveway with an uphill slope and these big brick garden walls like everyone has right now (grey stones - maybe cement bricks). I get Brook out, go inside - it's a preschool. I have stuff for her in a plastic bag. It's a preschool like Kid's Place (my preschool circa 1970-71). I tell them what happened, ask to use phone. As I pick up phone, someone's trying to call in and I accidentally answer the call. I can tell the voice at the other end is Dr. Rosenfeld. He stops talking when he hears me. I offer to take a message. He won't speak, presumably because he's calling for some underground reason and he doesn't want me to hear him. I find a book I want to read to Brook "The Very Little Panther." Before this it seems like maybe we were camping or at a dance or ceremony and I was driving and a preschool had Pampers out (disposable diapers) for parents and I took one - a larger sized one - even though Brook wasn't going to that preschool. I see a star shape (heard a double knock on wall as I write this part). I was planning to go somewhere, do something with Brook. Idea of this preschool being linked to doctors and to tires. Girl in sports bleachers stands up and yells at someone in spandex "Oh shiny leg! Oh shiny leg!" --- Dream reminds me of Marc Bolan's fatal car accident which occurred when his son Rolan Bolan (Rolan Feld) was a toddler. 4:47 the driveway I turn into ends up being Kid's Place where I went to preschool. Dream seems to connect these concrete bricks that are everywhere right now with Kid's Place. Kid's Place was run by Timothy Lawlor's wife who we called "Birdie." (Looks like her name is actually "Bertie") Lawlor was a mammalogist at Humboldt State University biology departement, a colleague of my father's. Another memory I have of Tim Lawlor is, as a preschooler, bumping into his lit cigarette, burning my arm "on accident" reminding me of a line from Nirvana song "Aneurysm" - "my grandpa had a cigarette..." This dream suggests what I had already suspected - that Lawlor was linked to the implanted mountain lions that, in June 1991, took livestock from the homes of two other Humboldt State professors, Richard Thompson (our neighbor) and Bill Lester (who like the Lawlors, lived in Fieldbrook). 5:09 Dr. Shai Rosenfeld attended Humboldt State University in the early 2000s and I learned - and he confirmed - he had lived on Bayside Road directly across from the Six Rivers Masonic Lodge on Bayside Road - the site of which - by the way - I suspect I visited with my preschool on a walk one day. This lodge was built in 1971. I have some fragmented memories that make me think I visited the site with the preschool. This was the scene of an early programmed dream where I fall off a cliff. ...video is cut off. Timothy Lawlor obituary https://www.legacy.com/obituaries/times-standard/obituary.aspx?n=timothy-lawlor&pid=142247000 doesn't mention Lawlor's first two wives Bertie (Kevin's mother) or Jody (Marianne's mother) Note: further research reveals that Bertie Lawlor is now Bertie Campbell, born 1942, and she lives in New Orleans, Louisiana which is where Dr. Rosenfeld attended graduate school. Kevin Lawlor also lives nearby. ... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rh1pjZ3dYaw

Went to Emergency Room on July 30, August 8, and August 10 - called for paramedics on or around July 28 or 29 - went to ER by ambulance July 30 and August 10, went by foot on August 8. This was ALL regarding frequency based attacks to my heart. Doctors all claim they can't see anything wrong with my heart, doubling down on their false allegations of me being delusional. I do not think there is a single doctor in Portland, or anywhere, that doesn't know I'm being medically trafficked and abused. 8/11/20 1am Dream - Something happened outside the apartment - some kind of altercation. A while later, I hear something outside. Someone is at the window. It is a big black man - like maybe 7 feet tall, really big. He's explaining to me what happened. Someone got stabbed - it was more than just an altercation. Maybe it was police or something. Seems like I kind of do, kind of don't, know this black man. (I tried to talk with police about the attacks to me on August 8. Daughter left some breadcrumbs and a spindle of CDs outside my window while I was at the hospital on August 10.) 6:52 "Portland's had some interesting police chiefs" - focusing specifically on black police chiefs - Charles Moose 1993-1999 (long tenure for a Portland Police chief) "is best known for his role as being the primary official in charge of the efforts to apprehend the D.C. snipers in October 2002." https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Charles_Moose Derrick Foxworth resigned amid charges of sexual misconduct, then resurfaced as head of security for Portland Community College https://www.portlandmercury.com/news/police-chief-derrick-foxworth-accused-of-sexual-misconduct/Content?oid=37984 Chuck Lovell https://www.oregonlive.com/crime/2020/08/portland-police-chief-decries-violence-outside-law-enforcement-buildings-to-me-theres-no-message-there.html is the new police chief promoted on June 8 2020, 19 years after June 8 1991 assassination attempt on me Danielle Outlaw was Mayor Wheeler's pick in 2017 and she was Portland Police Chief for almost two years. Before she became Portland Police Chief, Outlaw was deputy police chief in Oakland, California, and when she left Portland, it was to take a job as Philidephia Police Commissioner. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Danielle_Outlaw - Outlaw's name alone makes her interesting - a police chief named Outlaw. 8:50 2:16am Attacks to heart starting again. Sense now the attacks could be police or police linked. 4:30am tone in ears Sense these attacks are linked to Courtney Love Cobain and Police. I see a sign linked to them - it says "skin tags" - it's linked to these medical attacks. 9:15am At restaurant with Chris - I have one beer and some food. They recommend a dessert - kind of pie. I ask does (Chris) want to split an order - after seeing all these different colored cars - it's something linked to pecans. Pixelated. (pumpkin pecan pie?) Note: This may be linked to a pixelated effect done in some Google streetview images. 11:52 "I wish I wouldn't have" - expressions of regret - images of a throat, adam's apple, hospital links Letters/numbers PPP, PRM, PRK, J6, 585 Ghislaine Maxwell 13:16 9:55am I see a city at night like Las Vegas or maybe a valley like Grant's Pass - but a bigger city. ... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_cbAr0J4NC4