Getting real about sun worship, forced religion, and the reformation
Trauma-based mind control is used to keep us quiet, deceive us, and control us as something extremely violent is launched. Our Bill of Rights was supposed to shield us from this. That is why our entire Constitution, and especially our Bill of Rights, is being dismantled from within. ... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wxEd3kloW5A
8:27am In the dream it's a bug, like a crawling bug, but I understand it to mean that a flip clock that had been in my parents' room since I was a child was bugged with a hidden microphone. This clock was in their home at least since 1970. By 1980 it was in my bedroom. I've known for some time it was bugged, in part because of the dream I had as a child of a hand (like the Mohan coat of arms hand) reaching into the clock to change the numbers, but also because I've seen this clock emulated in media in different ways so as to make me know it was significant. I think that it's coming around again because there may have been one or more consequential conversations picked up by this bug.
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GcKoiRahzKA
In January 1991 my Siberian Husky, Tristan, had an abscess created by a "foxtail" which a veterinarian cut out (minor surgery). Maybe a month or two later (maybe less) Tristan was brutally killed with a directed energy activated implant which cut off his urine flow until he died. I suspect the foxtail had been put there on purpose and then while he was operating, the same vet that removed the foxtail then wired Tristan up for death.
(part 1 https://youtu.be/Twr253eZysE)
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xoPBVvi147E
A combination lock that sometimes clicks when I walk past it just clicked - I see it's showing number 6
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cOFLSM09CXs
Sexualized dream image relating to Chris, involves the word "dick."
Song: Nightclubbing (Iggy Pop)
July 2020 note: I now think that I'm misinterpreting parts of this as being about danger TO Lanegan when in fact much of the danger may be coming FROM Lanegan. For example, the part of the dream about the phone now suggests to me that whatever was going on the previous day with Amazon might have been linked to him.
00:33 3:22am On the phone, talking. I think I am talking to Mark Lanegan. My words get all jumbled up and suddenly I can't hear him respond anymore. I say I'm hanging up the phone because I can't hear him.
Next, something with fire sprinklers spraying water, like someone held up a lighter like a trick on That 70s Show (the trick was actually on Frasier - Frasier Crane character held up the lighter and set off the sprinklers).
Background on the Mark Lanegan dream: Bizarre issues with Amazon customer assistance yesterday when Chris tried to order a digital download of Iggy Pop's "The Idiot" and his card for some reason was declined at first (it's a stored card he uses with Amazon all the time). Then when he called customer service he was bumped over to some company that kept trying to sell him gift cards or something (this has happened to me before when trying to call Comcast customer service.) I tried calling them next. When I finally got through, my phone service kept getting interrupted and I was running around the apartment complex trying to get a signal which I was able to do right as the customer service guy was about to hang up on me.
Another thing about this dream is it links to the "gurgling noise" phone dream I had in 1987 which I now think was about covert assassinations.
07:09 Based on timing, it appears Chris has been brutally punished for working on an album with Mark Lanegan in Fall of 2016 (album hasn't come out due to blacklisting of Chris). It's possible, though, the entire thing could have been a set up - that Chris was permitted to work with Mark, because they already wanted to unleash this kind of attack on Chris and make it seem like it was punitive. I wonder if Mark has also faced retaliation.
Note: as I was writing this I saw a blue dot flash on the left i
07:45 I'm talking about the "Stitch It Up" video https://youtu.be/vuW0KLUYCQg ... I just now realized that one of my old classmates and someone closely linked with the assassination of Bret, Scott Gear, worked as a driver for Sub Pop. The conversation at the end of that video, about the Volkswagens, is linked to the set-up with Bret as well.
08:28 Next I'm in buying groceries at self-checkout. I think maybe it didn't work right and I should redo it, but I'm kind of stuck as there is someone ahead of and behind me (guy behind me looks kind of like Darryl Philbin character on The Office) then I think if I redo it, my card might get charged twice. I decide not to redo it.
This might relate to the "clever fish clips" grocery dream I had around the time of the attack on Bret, possibly another suggestion that Lanegan is in danger.
09:09 Dream about my whole meeting Willie, etc, back in 1992 was a set-up - and how I dreamt of Woodsie's death shortly before I met or began to date Willie - idea that meeting Willie at bowling alley was carefully planned out behind the scenes. Other stuff related to planning out - name "Valerie" just sounded off in my brain (as I was writing the dream). Song in background right now is Miley Cyrus "Mother's Daughter."
10:12 Vision in bathroom: someone eating something like a banana - item gets frozen, mouth is frozen - they become fused, maybe evolve into a decorative flower, like a decorative motif.
10:46 4:33am I say "remember how they weaponized ....'s death?" And I guess as I say it I know it's all another set-up and I'm woken up by a hermit crab (?) suddenly making a weird noise. (In other words, the death wasn't weaponized so much as set-up, and set-up as part of a bigger set-up.)
I drop the notebook here. I wonder if that was an accident or some kind of frequency trick. I wonder because I'm sitting here at the edge of a parking lot, and murderers in parking lots has been a theme in my dreams since at least 1987. We are said to be metaphorically in a parking lot (that's the illegal imprisonment and blacklisting), and here I am literally in a parking lot. Allen Collins was killed in a parking lot. Timmy Thompson was killed in a parking lot. Being "parked" in the way that we are parked is incredibly dangerous, and not just to us.
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WTX82XHRvJ8
This is the sort of thing I saw a lot after 9/11 attacks - a new SUV flying an American flag. It may be a statement of defiance in support of this system of cars in exchange for criminal acts as something that is "American" instead of, as I've claimed, anti-American (being as it is linked to organized crime, including crimes which harm and kill American citizens, financed by foreign entities).
0:30 this Milwaukee's Best Ice can was outside the local cannabis shop. Ice is code for assassinations.
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uuGwRTd6G8M
Looking at a stream of consciousness journal entry, and recently published photos from the December 1969 Rolling Stones Free Concert at Altamont Speedway in Alameda County, California
Note: looking at Google maps, I see the address for Altamont Raceway Park is 17001 N Midway Road. At the time I wrote this journal entry I was attending Hamline University (a place I was pushed into by my mother - not my choice at all). Hamline is located in the Midway district of St. Paul, Minnesota.
It's looking to me increasingly like little hints about this Altamont concert were being pushed to me through the 1980s.
3:07 images from a April 15 2019 New York Times article called "50 Years After Altamont: The End of the 1960s" https://www.nytimes.com/2019/04/15/lens/altamont-1969-bill-owens.html
3:32 the more I look at these images the more I see. For example, here, not only is there a camera on the hood and a can of Olympia beer on the fender of this VW bug, but there is a paper bag full of something in front of its right wheel.
6:04 photo of bikers using pool cues to beat someone - one of them has SAN JOSE visible on the back of his jacket.
6:48 Volkswagon bus - daughter's grandmother Alta fell out of VW bus and was killed the previous year. I am incorrect here in saying it was 13 months before the Altamont concert - it was closer to 11 months - it was a situation where the accident happened probably in late October 1968 - I was told she died about two weeks later in the hospital.
There is a region in Klamath Falls, Oregon called Altamont.
7:50 The Ace of Cups was an all female rock band which had opened for Jimi Hendrix in a free concert in Golden Gate Park SF in 1967 - a guitarist from this band, Denise Kaufman, was who was six months pregnant, had her skull fractured after being hit by a full can of beer thrown during the Altamont concert.
9:52 stream of consciousness writing from 1987 - I'm recalling early childhood memories (I was born March 1968)
11:14 "this is relating to hypnosis" I think this is true but there might actually be a more literal meaning to "kaleidoscope eyes" - ever since I was a small child, I could see kaleidoscope patterns behind my eyelids when travelling past variegated areas of light and darkness. For example, if I'm a passenger in a car, looking out the window with closed eyes as the sun shines though trees, or walking around Mt Tabor Park where there is a tall fence of iron spikes. Closing my eyes and looking at this I can see sometimes really intense kaleidoscope patterns. I really enjoyed this as a child, but after a time it can be very intense. This is something I thought happened to everyone. I assumed this my whole life, but now I'm not so sure. It might have something to do with hardware in or around my eyes. This effect might be part of the body area network and it might actually be what the phrase "kaleidoscope eyes" is about.
11:44 and then I start writing about the Grateful Dead
13:39 I say "the thousand dollar fee" but I intended to say, and I thought I said, "the hundred-thousand dollar fee"
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AHJ_IWKCrZM
This set of dreams seems to connect mind control deaths and targeting of cannabis users to DuPont, a massive chemical company which works in partnership with Stanford University. It also seems to have connected the mind control incident which led to me falling in the shower in a way that could have disabled or killed me to someone perhaps pouring liquid detergent onto the floor of the shower. This seems to also be linked to Chris' frequency-based forced heroin relapses.
This video was made on Nov 4, edited on Nov 6, and uploaded Nov 8. I am coping with many implant and frequency-based attacks on my body right now; some of them are terrifying. I've been made ill, my heart and breathing have been directly accessed and affected, and my back and neck are still actively being attacked.
Yesterday I was made to sleep for almost the entire day. During that time, while sleeping or half-asleep, I was made to see that our universities are all on board with this program of Nazi origin and Nazi intent - I've been made to see that the job of universities is to paralyze not just me, but anyone who might potentially bring this sex-trafficking, medical trafficking, and worldwide eugenics & genocide program to an end. Universities are vastly rewarded for their participation (and silence) via corporate and federal grants.
This is related to meaning of "the sunken place" in the movie Get Out.
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lc1boCzVuDs