DREAM:
I live in this big house. Somehow I find out something about neighbors. They are Nazis. This is linked to an image of a child with black spots on its face (note: this image is also linked to a dream from 1988).
(As I write this part of the dream down ... when I get to the part about the child with black spots on its face, I hear in my head "Brook Thompson" - my daughter's name - and I see a green and white football jersey, and then I hear "word is bond.")
Back in this house... there is another house. Maybe in that house is someone who is supposed to protect me, or who has been protecting me.
It's jumbled up. The woman is explaining. I want to warn my daughter. Image of a cat's paw. A woman is asking me how long I've lined here. Basically, "how is it you don't already know who your neighbors are?"
Violence and sex are all linked up in this.
Music in background is unfamiliar. I hear stuff like "I was changing my clothes" (as lyrics).
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04:30 I was so sleepy, this dream is mostly illegible. I think that at the beginning of this dream, I'm referencing another dream ("the chair dream") I thought I wrote, but didn't. I can make out the words "Breakfast at Tiffany's" and something about "someone in background 'begging' or asking the forces trying to create genocide."
"Things name on truck"?
In background: "The momentum of this party can only increase / the design of this rhyme is a masterpiece."
and "PLO style"
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10:10 DREAM:
"Confronting my mom over all this Nazi stuff. I am very upset. I keep asking her how this could happen. (I hear in background 'As-salamu alaykum' - same style & inflection as in B.o.B 'The Elephant') She says she doesn't know. Later on I confront her again. I even kind of slap her until she responds. Image of something divided up. I don't know, but the Nazi stuff is linked to something medical. That is probably where it started.
Background: "Ba BaBa Ba BaBa BaBa Ba" from B.o.B. 'The Elephant'"
This "Ba BaBa" background loop, in "The Elephant" video https://youtu.be/zbTkdLt8VE0 is spoken by disembodied heads, and I think it relates to "ba ba black sheep" - the idea of being both a herd animal, and someone involved in covert activities - with the implication in the video being that this is a deadly combination.
"There was more going on - it's not clear who the different entities are, how this stuff was decided - how people allowed Nazis to gain and consolidate power. I am very upset in this dream. My mom tends to just accept status quo. I feel it is linked to the 'chair' shape."
13:06 This image of the "chair shape" as a square, divided into 4, with a missing piece seems really significant to me. (4 is the Emperor) It seems like it is a depiction of how certain people, especially people of color, are being used as a means to an end, and when they are no longer useful, will be dropped out (via the process of genocide). The entire process will then be repeated, allowing the already powerful to continue to gain and consolidate power by continually using and then eliminating those with less power. (This, I believe, is also the true meaning of the Masonic bees - a disposable, replenishable force to be coerced, paid, exploited and then destroyed by those in power.)
13:32 "I keep dreaming I've written all this stuff down... I go to look as I"m forgetting or have forgotten. The stuff I expect to see (in art closet?) is not there."
14:35 "5:01pm This black woman (young woman) who is also somehow me is persuaded to give up a baby at birth. She's in this institution. She has chronic pain issues. She's linked to color pink and leopard prints. Sense of strange stars outside."
15:04 A hospital helicopter flies over
15:37 "She keeps calling on nurses for help. At one point she says something about having a baby - nurses talk with her about her baby. Later on she admits that her daughter isn't a baby but an adult. But she recently had another baby she gave up at birth. Image of stars (sound dialogue suddenly in my head 'real ('n-word')') She gave up this baby, maybe was told the baby was going to be specially trained to be a star. She sort of dances around as some kind of demonstration of being "a star" but some of her moves are lewd. (Seems like she's in a cat suit with pink underwear, showing her crotch. Seems to be linked to Rocksteady 'Wild Belle' https://youtu.be/xOsPa7pK8bQ one of whom is, I believe, imitating my daughter's look as I describe in this video https://youtu.be/Kp7CBYEjzCo)
"She wants to get her baby back. Asks how she can get her baby back. Sense of how difficult this would be after you've already given your baby up for adoption. Sense of these big racks in hospitals by doors. Nurses talking to her. Background is "Ba BaBa Ba BaBa Baba Ba" beginning of 'The Elephant.'
"In this dream, the woman's perspective is my perspective, like she is me, but awake it doesn't seem like she is me. If she is me, then it's a false portrayal of me."
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8u0SX0MgFyo
Susan Wojicki may be linked to Mike Hansen and both of them may be linked to the bounty placed on my daughter's life. The property of interest is here https://www.google.com/maps/@45.5248133,-122.6008514,3a,75y,98.63h,94.94t/data=!3m6!1e1!3m4!1sCQJ3iH2NHzaCOv4UEZzbag!2e0!7i16384!8i8192 address is 234 NE 61st Ave Portland, Oregon 97213
11:03 The Carters - Ape Sh*t
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7n60FfkXODk
12:37am Looking at sky from below - it is like a Google map in real life - idea of someone doing something to someone else (someone linked to the crosses in Peking area)
Note: Googling "crosses in Peking area" led me to this article https://www.scmp.com/news/china/politics/article/3050540/xia-baolong-toppling-church-crosses-overseeing-hong-kong - it appears this is a link to Xia Baolong "who gained a reputation as a hardliner overseeing the suppression of Christian churches in the eastern province" - the idea of putting "maps" on a person goes back to a dream of mine from 1990 or '91 where I see there is a map of the Klamath river on my leg - it turns out this is about the time the first tiny spider veins began to appear on my legs - since then, more and more spider veins appeared on my legs, seeming to show up in spurts, until I no longer wanted to show my bare legs. I also have them on my nostrils; this seems to have happened within the last three years. I am convinced this was all done to me with directed energy weapons, probably drone-based.
2:30am Sense of a brick building, white trim around doors - view of Portland from east or south.
Note: I mention here the "Tudor Arms" apartments I'd noticed in Northwest Portland https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tudor_Arms_Apartments but in reality, many buildings in Portland are brick with white trim, including buildings within this apartment complex and also some homes across the street near where I was standing when I was describing the Faux Orion constellation.
2:46 Something about a mistake made - someone named Goldberg or Goldblum made the mistake and should take responsibility, including issues around the sky which is filled with drones. Idea that the error involves lots of people. Drone surveillance attacks.
White clouds in this shape (two trails that extend down or out in sort of a flare or funnel shape) - part of the problem that needs to be fixed. (Related to Google maps street view.)
Type in (name?) to Facebook - trapper.
See lots of images (Google street view) of drone activity, theft, corruption.
Arrow pointing left is a one-way sign.
Image of Wizard of Oz scarecrow carrying his legs.
7:07 "There's also a double meaning on braces" - it's possible that the "braces" being referred to are not necessarily the braces on her teeth, or a financial obligation, but the fact that, like me, my daughter has been covertly implanted and is subject to all the potential for control and danger that entails. The idea is we should simply internalize and accept this as our reality and try to live within the system, not to fight it.
Based on my observations, anyone who accepts this reality and stays silent will eventually be assassinated - maybe at a young age, maybe at an older age - maybe even at a very old age, like my Grandma Shirley at 93 or "Hidden Figure" Katherine Johnson at 101.
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u_J6YIr3PfQ
Idea of a bird exploring a pile of wooden stuff - pallets etc - piled up like a burn pile.
Idea of beads/dough
12:43am Sense of LA street view Myrtle Avenue area
12:48am I hear "cornoa virus" and "COVID19" and I see a flash of Nike swoosh
12:51am I see topographic map hill from above
12:55am Idea of a Methodist church packing and distributing food boxes
I hear "corona virus"
12:59am Idea of "grabbing" then "grammy" - sense of Maria O'Brien
1:12am Song - Pink Floyd "Wish You Were Here"
Thinking about Obama and his access to power and I hear the word "corona virus"
British/BBC accent "corona virus" sounds like "coroner virus"
Orange Volkswagon Bug
Idea of eating with Brook at the Portland State University cafeteria during her freshman year - idea of someone following her in there
Song: Pink Floyd "Wish You Were Here"
I see lots of concentric lines like a topographic map
A cactus on a toilet
Note: the cactus may relate to something in my bathroom - something to come back to - I suspect my daughter's cousins (Spino family) are trafficking surveillance images from my bathroom
"COVID19 contacted" - sense of attacks to my head
Note: sounds like a plan to kill me with an attack to my head or heart and then blame it on corona virus - this plan may involve my daughter's cousins
Sense of Buckman Pool - sense of grief/horror over being separated from my daughter
Song - Wish You Were Here
1:49am sense of a white middle aged woman eating watermelon linked to attacks on me, including attacks to my head
Sideways H with a word balloon, link to Obama
"Wish You Were Here"
Keeping people separated on purpose for purpose of game - tearing apart families, close friendships - financial, physiological, psychological, professional manipulations and direct mind control
2:14am Some kind of university building - man following me into women's restroom - at first I try to direct him to the men's room but he doesn't move or speak to me. I have a detergent cap full of water I got for some reason - I walk out and he follows me - this is scary - there is an event going on but it's far away - I kind of yell but no one hears - I am also aware that if I I over-react I will be called "crazy"
I walk/run fast as I can to get out of building. I could throw water at him if I have to - try to startle him and get away
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Classes linked to Kenny Gunter - Kenny is in a class and so is this woman and so am I. The woman is sort of a (?) woman who (?) - This woman is protective of me. Kenny seems to know how the system works. He tries to help me - the end of the dream involves Brook. The woman is helping me find some way to communicate with, or to Brook. THere is an idea of something protecting Brook - a big knife.
3:52am a big knife over the outside of a door, hidden (sort of) by cloth or blankets - three knives
Beginning of Nicki Minaj - Good Form - "Hold up hold up hold up - when you see a bad bitch coming through better roll up"
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ww6B7Nz1m0E