This is a video i made 4 years ago placed on another PARADISE LOST MASTERPIECE! FORGET THE PAST ARE YOU STIL BELIEVIN??? A frail form surrounds Infection, sorrow, screams aloud Trade your soul connect to fear Feeding death, tormented downed
Forget the past, are you still believing tonight’s denial dominates the dreaming
A veiled mourner’s frown Tomorrows dreams confound Trade the souls you hold most dear
Into darkness you’re the last
Forget the past, are you still believing Tonight’s denial dominates the dreaming
I can hope as silence and torture grows The violence we now condemn infests our inner souls
Regret the past, are you still believing, tonight’s denial dominates the dreaming
I can hope as silence and torture grows
A frail form surrounds Infection, sorrow, screams aloud Trade your soul connect to fear Feeding death, tormented downed.................................................
A fantastic video i made 4 year ago placed on very nice song by CRYONIC TEMPLE! The fantastic female singer backin up in vocals this song had commented in it in you fuckin tube but i lost the original comment due to my fuckin pc crash down as i transferred it here! Enjoy watcin!
Here is a video i made 6 years ago for this JUDAS PRIEST masterpiece.
You said I could never find a way to ease your mind
That where I'd go you'd wind up in the dust
I tried so hard to have you reach another side of me
Instead you went to nowhere and forgot
So I wander on
Asking where you might have gone
From what I knew before
Some things are worth fighting for
Desert heat can wear you down
But still I'm rollin' through
Did I see your figure in the haze?
I am driven by a thirst to quench myself of love
The sun beats on me for the price I've paid
So I wander on
Asking where you might have gone
From what I knew before
Some things are worth fighting for
Yeah!
Night road leads me to a town of ghosts
Beckoned by the glow of keresone & tumbleweed
They're calling out (they're calling out)
Forever more (forever more)
I'm leaning in the wind
Head bowed down from what I saw
My shadow for a friend
Still some things are worth fighting for
So I'm moving on
Asking where you might have gone
From what I knew before
Some things are worth fighting for
Yeah...........................................
This is a video i made 3 years ago.
MY WORLD WAS TURNED INSIDE OUT
WHEN THE TRUTH DAWNED UPON ME!
HOW COULD I HAVE BEEN SO BLIND?
THEY WERE PLENTY OF SIGNS TO SEE
HEY WHAT'S MY NAME?
AM I AN ILLUSION?
HELD AGAINST MY WILL-RAISED TO FIGHT AND KILL
UNDER RESTRAINT!
YOU BROUGHT ME TO MY KNEES-BEGGIN FOR THE KEYS
TO UNLOCK THE CHAINS!
MANIPULATION OF MAN
IS AS ANCIENT AS THOUGHTS AND NEEDS!
BUT WHEN DID MY SELF DISBAND
AND ALLOW THESE HORRENDOUS DEEDS??
NO ,I'M NOT A MASHINE
FLESH GREW A CONSCIENCE!
YOUR AFFAIR IS SICK AND SURREAL
IT SIMPLY CALLS FOR TREASON
I WAS A FOOL FOR YOUR IDEALS
BEYOND ALL REASON!!
I'M HERE TO TAKE COMMAND
NOW I UNDERSTAND WHO I'VE BECOME!
BATTLES THAT I 'VE FOUGHT
ALL THAT I'VE BEEN TAUGHT
WILL SHOW TILL YOU'RE GONE!
HELD AGAINST MY WILL-RAISED TO FIGHT AND KILL
UNDER RESTRAINT!
YOU BROUGHT ME TO MY KNEES-BEGGIN FOR THE KEYS
TO UNLOCK THE CHAINS!
ANOTHER 7 YEAR OLD VIDEO I MADE WHICH I LIKE VERY MUCH!
And all the time I've wasted searching, you pretend
You never realised how close we're to the end
I'm here like sunshine
I'm here just sometimes
I never dreamed of life so jaded through contempt
As all deception ceases progress through resent
I'm here like sunshine,
I'm here just sometimes,
Let all the hatred go, silent in heart..
This is a video i upload first time today. It is a small human tribute from me to three incredible young ladies then, close my age now, human remnants and survivors of an ELEVEN YEAR ABUSE RAPE AND TORTURE BY A SOULLESS INHUMANE BESTIAL DISTORTED DEMONIC SATANIC MOTHERFUCKER once called ariel castro. The video shows the moment they finally escaped from the same movie tribute to their DIABOLICAL TORTURE AND MARTYRDOM!
Here is the real story in brief:In Cleveland, Ohio, Michelle Knight (Manning) a 21-year-old single mother had lost custody of her son. On August 23, 2002, Knight was on her way to the court accepts the ride from her acquaintance Ariel Castro (Cruz), who is the father of a schoolmate. However, Castro abducted Knight and is held captive in his home. Finding strength through her belief in God and determined to be reunited with her son, Knight refused to be broken down by Castro. Soon thereafter Castro kidnaps, and rapes two more girls, Amanda Berry (Droke) and Georgina "Gina" DeJesus (Sarife). These girls too become imprisoned along with Knight. They become friends and fellow victims; treat each other as sisters through their years in captivity.
When Berry became pregnant with Castro's child, it was Knight who delivered her baby, even performing CPR on the infant girl under the threat of Castro killing her if Berry's child didn't survive. Despite enduring more than a decade of brutality and captivity, Knight's spirit would not be broken as her faith in the face of what she once thought would be a hopeless situation was a testament to the human spirit. On May 6, 2013, Berry succeeds in escaping from the house and the police arrive and release the women. Knight is finally given the chance to reclaim her life after nearly 11 years of captivity.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QA8iMeZxYpo
Lyrics:
Embedded in fertile plain
Snared in pulp and stone
Confounded being emerges
Surrounded yet alone
Surging growth in vigour
Morbidity at bay
Hale deceives the advent
Of cycles in decay
Winter's first marrow cracks
Mother bides the spring
Ne'er evade the hand of death
And coursing pain it brings
Matter broken, times expire
Eternity's division
Peer across the fatal pass
Terminus inition
Ills that never truly mend
Breath which seldom draws in ease
Pulses often miss their step
Somatic ever in disease
Embedded in fallow plain
Consumed by pulp and stone
Confounded being expires
Abandoned and alone.......
Here is an old video i made 8 years ago uploaded 5 years ago in you tube.
I saw some sad times I said
I'd had enough of heartbreak
I told myself that I could never fall again
Then sure as fate she came, I,
Just had to get to her and,
She gave me all her numbers, gave me all her names
Cold and lonely without you
Don't know if I can make it through,
Maybe you'll hear this song
You been gone way too long,
Too good to let it go, too good to be true
We left and we went home,
Unbelievable,
I looked into her eyes, thunder in my heart,
And we were joined forever
Our bodies slick together,
I told her everything, confessions in the dark
Cold and lonely without you
Don't know if I can make it through,
Maybe you'll hear this song
You been gone way too long,
Too good to let it go, too good to be true
She painted inspiration
Onto my fractured soul, I
Was never sure she knew how much she meant to me
She never trusted me, I know she didn't see
The night she left she killed the heart inside of me
Cold and lonely without you
Don't know if I can make it through,
Maybe you'll hear this song
You been gone way too long,
Too good to let it go, too good to be true
Cold and lonely without you
Don't know if I can make it through,
Maybe you'll hear this song
You been gone way too long,
Too good to let it go, too good to be true
I DEDICATE THIS SONG TO ALL THOSE WHO DIDN'T APPRECIATE MY HONESTY-DIGNITY-INTEGRITY AND GREAT WILLINGNESS TO TRULY LOVE THEM!UNFORTUNATELLY IN THIS PRISON PLANET ALL THE ABOVE ADVANTAGES-QUALITY PROPERTIES OF MINE DON'T GET LIKED BY WOMEN NO MATTER HOW THEY CLAIM THE OPPOSITE!MOST OF THEM PREFER THEIR SLAVERY AND MISERY THAN A LIFE OF DIGNITY AND RESPECT!WHEN A MAN OF GOOD AND TRUTH(ME)CAME IN THEIR LIFE THEY PREFERED TO RUN AWAY IN SCUMBAGS,PROFFESSIONAL LIARS ,CHEATERS AND FILTHY COCKSUCKERS!!! THE OTHERS CHOSE A LONELY AND DEAD END ROAD CAUSE THE BROKEN PAST DIDN'T LET THEM MAKE A NEW START !BON VOYAGE LADIES!
This is a video i made 7 years ago...
Like a world religion
Like a perfect product of your fantasy
Embracing me, no rules no leaders
Just the purest power of integrity
All i can see
Still a spark rising
Deep down in your chest
Compromise would equal
Submission to your emptiness
Stand Together Against The Rest
Together Against The Rest
Following our own direction
Together Against The Rest
When it feels so helpless
Never healing wounds of life have left their scars
And you're the cause, surrounded by aggression
Every word you hear is like oil into a flame
Still a spark is rising
Deep down in your chest
Compromise would equal
Submission to your emptiness
Stand Together Against The Rest
Together Against The Rest
Following our own direction
Together Against The Rest...................................