12:06pm Bathroom mirror - it's like there is something behind the bathroom mirror that is activated to manipulate me sexually. Seems like this is done in punitive ways. Idea of handcuffs. It's linked to trafficking. Image of police officer releasting me from some kind of captivity but its like he's doing this inside some big box - and I know these secret handcuffs are here and they are somehow related to getting images of my breasts. letters: sise Thinking about the bathroom portion of this dream (device behind mirror, police), I see the letters SISE - maybe as part of a word, but mixed up, misspelled words. Image of something related to my father - like maybe me telling him I love him and them changing it into something sexual. Image of a giant pencil with eraser, like a giant eraser. I see letters: GRAD (sort of in a lozenge shape) --- Regarding letter "E" - it can be seen as a reversed "3" but in this case it appears to be lower case - in my writing it looks like a loop. I do think that this relates to Melinda and the Moore family. Melinda grew up down the street from me, and I have known her since the first grade. In an earlier dream I got a message that Melinda had "two" personalities. Maybe I didn't take that message seriously enough at the time. I seem to have gotten a series of messages in dreams over the years, and increasingly right now, that the Moore family may be linked to a terminal plan for me. I start to reflect on what my dreams have called "reflectors" - in this case the reflectors were small colored glass drops full of cracks that we were taught to call "marbles." Reflectors are objects used to focus thoughts or wishes (like a crystal ball). My phone cuts off, once again, at exactly 8:22am as I'm reflecting on the possible double meaning of the word "craft" ... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fu33ZRXaFeQ

Eye - IKE - EUREKA - ICE Mish (Mish Bondage used to live in Portland - her name is Michelle Harrington - looking her up online, it looks like she has been experiencing a lot of harassment and health problems) Woman is vengeful Thomas Talbot Waterman (2 times?) sound of banging on a pipe, repeatedly. Working it into music. Something like waterskiing - like a waterskiing music video, but also composing a song to this sound of banging pipe. Jack White is there, maybe other famous musicians. White may be involved in making this video or doing something similiar. The musicians working on this are very good. The pipe banging is like a metronome. 3/2 3:00am Idea of a man in deer antlers pushing two women out of a cab of something "You've escaped the sacrifice" but a door like a trap coming down on them all before they can escape. Idea of a last minute trap. 3:12am idea of someone like this green monster saying "Hey, I did not make her kill herself" - about a young girl or woman 5:15 I'm pretty good at tuning things out if I need to - it's interesting here that I'm talking about how frequency based mind control can be used to control your emotional state as in the background, you can hear someone yelling and yelling - this video was made just outside my building at 5:30am. I do believe my neighbors are being manipulated via frequency based technology, and are that the whole family is in danger from it. 5:37 A for architect on construction pieces next to certain others (Wood) noises and obnoxious stuff linked to glass - like a glass bowl Name: Cunningham - linked to implanted dental work, maybe also dentures An old man is dying issues/tissues - we got some real issues Idea of Dean Fletcher taking us for barbecue (Podnah's) People inviting me to do things that are dangerous Slipping, sliding - trouble with footing linked to implants People trying to get me to do things that don't really make sense or are dangerous at my age Issues with back, health, accidents Image of a woman's husband being murdered in order to traumatize and better control the woman (note: it appears that this happens ALL THE TIME - that's how depraved this crime is - that murders are paid for and done not to retaliate against the murder victim, but to traumatize and control the surviving family members) Idea of making corn bread - being really obnoxious, wasteful of corn meal, spreading it all around, then thinking about is there going to be enough left to make corn bread Something about it being really windy - trying to skateboard in the wind. Stuff blowing around. Song: Lady In Red (Chris De Burgh) ... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9TqEZJ3WXlY

Vintage memories linked to Chain & The Gang's "Certain Kinds of Trash" https://youtu.be/OeYodvSK320 Scenes from this video trigger my memories of living with Michael in 1986 and 87. 04:40 When I was growing up in the 1970s, we had to take our trash to the dump, so we sorted it into compost, recycling, and stuff to burn. 05:50 We balled up papers like this to start fires with. 06:05 Speculating on how this human trafficking system worked before the dawn of the digital era (late 1990s, early 2000s), and even before the VHS era (late 1970s, early 1980s) - what kinds of media were used, and how was the media distributed? 08:00 female sits so you can see between her legs 08:20 In one scene she's walking a ball of trash like it's a dog. Dogs are linked to police and doctors (especially police). 10:20 The scenes in the kitchen, cooking and eating, trigger memories of me living with Michael in an old Victorian home in Arcata, California though I don't remember enough about that place to know what exactly is triggering these memories are triggered. 11:49 They're eating food from red frisbees, reminding me that frisbee was really popular in California in the 1970s and that Humboldt State had men's & women's Ultimate Frisbee teams (the men were called the "Humboldt Buds" and the women were "Humboldt Hags"). 12:32 Ian Svenonius' music is sometimes called "Crime Rock." The band sometimes wears stripes evoking the idea of being prisoners. In my opinion, he's recognizing that this is a crime, and that the crime victims include the artists themselves because they are forced to be complicit in a number of crimes simply in order to succeed. Another way that this is referenced is by use of chains (usually gold chains, like in hip hop) and pearl necklaces (pearls representing the eyes of the "drowned sailor" as referenced in TS Eliot's 1922 poem "The Wasteland"). From Mr. Bungle's "Retrovertigo": "My art imitates crime." 12:49 I'm talking here about stickers that people put around town - some of them link art and crime as well. 13:16 Based on letter code, I think a double meaning on not seeing "pop tops" anymore is the idea that individuals involved in this crime & not just the masterminds (coded as "architects") are increasingly resolved to NEVER bring it to an end. 13:55 The character in Tom Petty's "Into The Great Wide Open" video has a cigarette holder that later seems to become a wand which she uses to curse the rock star called "Johnny" https://youtu.be/xqmFxgEGKH0?t=4m11s 22:33 I think that Chain & The Gang's "Devitalize" video https://youtu.be/0iXR6RBmazQ is not just about gangstalking, but about the FACT that due to this situation, and Chris Newman living in Portland, the entertainment industry buried Portland while elevating Seattle. It appears that people in Portland were and ARE STILL BEING richly rewarded for essentially destroying art, and ARTISTS, with a lasar focus especially on one artist: Christopher Lynn Newman. 22:50 There may be another link here to the name "Mendoza." The link I see is in an illustration from Kurt Vonnegut's novel "Breakfast of Champions" (page 58) - I incorrectly state that this novel was published in 1971; in fact it was published in 1973. 26:20 I think there's a linked idea here that certain PEOPLE are considered "trash." 28:46 Why I think the "obsolete technology" that appeared in my dream was "pens," and specifically, why the dream may have mentioned pens twice. 29:29 Soon after I discovered surveillance in my apartment Chris had a bunch of people over moving stuff around. That evening I went to get a pen to write a note, only to find that all the pens in the house had vanished. Were they removing evidence (microphones in pens) or were they gaslighting me? 31:20 I wonder if maybe there is also a secondary reference here to PENS electrical nerve stimulation used for chronic pain. tr ... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MVlqBzAMr6M

3:46 2:14am President Obama bringing sugar to some kind of convention or party - he's sprinkling the sugar out for people. Someone picks it up, examines it, says "uh - this isn't sugar - it is - a member of the salmon family" Roseanne show voices - Roseanne "Darlene owes me for that" Dan "I'm trying to protect Darlene" Blue or silver car outside Brook's apartment - like an MG - little sports car, maybe outside her PSU apartment ... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Axi_j9qBrG8