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Author: Bill Clegg
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Bill Clegg had a thriving business as a literary agent, a supportive partner, trusting colleagues, and loving friends when he walked away from his world and embarked on a two-month crack binge. He had been released from rehab nine months earlier, and his relapse would cost him his home, his money, his career, and very nearly his life.What is it that leads an exceptional young mind want to disappear? Clegg makes stunningly clear the attraction of the drug that had him in its thrall, capturing in scene after scene the drama, tension, and paranoiac nightmare of a secret life--and the exhilarating bliss that came again and again until it was eclipsed almost entirely by doom. He also explores the shape of addiction, how its pattern--not its cause--can be traced to the past.Portrait of an Addict as a Young Man is an utterly compelling narrative--lyrical, irresistible, harsh, honest, and beautifully written--from which you simply cannot look away.From Publishers WeeklyA rising publishing industry star trashes his life during a bender in this intense but callow confessional. Clegg, a literary agent with William Morris Endeavor, tells the story of a two-month crack binge in which he smoked away his literary agency partnership, his $70,000 bank account, 40 pounds (hes forever cutting new holes in his belt to cinch it to his wasting frame), and his relationship with his devoted long-suffering boyfriend. Theres crazed excess and tawdry sex, but also a sharply etched portrait of the addicts mindset the veering between paranoia and a compulsive sociability with the random crackheads he picks up to party with the shrinkage of the planning horizon to the search for the next hit the bliss of the high (the warmest, most tender caress... then, as it recedes, the coldest hand) the benders unstoppable acceleration until, like a cartoon character running off a cliff, it has nothing left to sustain it. The authors efforts to impart psychological depth to his addictionhe writes of wan collegiate debauches and a childhood complex about urinatingare less convincing its clear that the binge will end when his money runs out. Though richly rendered, Cleggs crack odyssey feels like an epic bout of self-indulgence. (June 14) Reed Business Information, a division of Reed Elsevier Inc. From Bookmarks MagazineIn this chilling debut, Clegg has written a serious and compelling, if somewhat detached, addition to the subgenre of addiction memoirs. Cleggs tight, elegant prose, earnest tone, and meticulous attention to detail call up a fairy tale world brutally transformed into a monstrous hell. While the New York Times Book Review and the Times considered the book tedious and cliched, their comments appeared to be directed more toward the genre as a whole, whose repetitive descriptions of substance abuse are amply familiar to anyone who has ever watched a single episode of Behind the Music on VH-1 (Times). Of course, reviewer David Carr has written his own tale of addiction, The Night of the Gun (12 NovDec 2008). Most critics, however, agreed with the Globe and Mail, *which called Cleggs unflinching, intelligent, and grim account a skillfully conjured, slow-motion train wreck from which its impossible to look away.
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