00:30 on 10/11 I experienced an intense dream/vision of 3 bright lights in the corner of the room - when I open my eyes and look at that location, I see it is the location of my daughter's baby basket (Yurok traditional baby carrier) 01:45 12:43pm Dream - idea of a pale pink paper cover notebook like the "lyceum" notebook my dad had from his college days in France (Sorbonne, Paris, probably around 1962). There is a picture - a drawing? inside of a couple dancing. The corners of the pages are all chewed up by I guess one or more of my cats - Tiger and Lion, I think. 03:52 I now understand that it is a reality that when I find myself thinking about something very hard, there is a high likelihood that my thoughts are being guided, or at the very least "read" via frequency-based technology. I talk about this more here https://youtu.be/ynlK6YwKMZg ("Teaching Your Mind To Read" - dreams, mind reading, thought implantation) including how I began to figure this out back in November 2017. Based on various memories, I now understand this (thought reading, thought implantation) has been going on since I was a small child. 04:43 I have reason to believe that children's bodies, and I suspect in some children, also sexual identity, are being manipulated during puberty, either for the purpose of medical experimentation, for trauma, or as a part of the trafficking system (to satisfy the sexual whims of a surveillance "client.") In particular, I strongly suspect this was done to Chris and I am almost certain it was done to my daughter. But I suspect it's being done to many children. 05:13 Did something significant happen with my dad in Paris? Also, I noticed right after I had this dream (like for the next few days), many television shows and some YouTube channels were making jokes about Americans trying to speak French, or to trying to appreciate French fashions, foods, etc and looking silly doing so. 05:54 Reflecting on generational cycles in "The Game" 07:05 Inside the pages of this Lyceum book of my dads I had written the full lyrics of Country Joe and The Fish's "Feeling Like I'm Fixing To Die Rag" - probably around 1984. 07:52 While I was looking for the Lyceum notebook after this dream, which I couldn't find, I found my first guitar book (Mel Bay) and inside it, I noticed a "salmon life cycle poster" I'd made in elementary school. I don't think I placed the salmon poster into the guitar book. I didn't mention this, but the notebook cover of the dream was the same color as the salmon eggs in the picture. 10:31 Regarding recent research I've been doing on the Diagnostic Standards Manual (DSM5) and a diagnosis that has been used to discredit me in order to (pretty obviously) cover up the crimes, abuse, etc, which I have been trying to address. It also now seems to be used to repaint a severe pain issue I've had since for the past three decades and the source of this pain which I am finally coming to understand - as a "delusion." For these and other reasons I think it is extremely important to get to the truth of why I was diagnosed with this disorder. ... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=53kjIyzzWaQ

dreams I had today ... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O5Q5jSvTg8o