all because he said he couldn't ride because he was with his girl so I thought "yeah that's it it's over that's it between us" and so I started making this at like 4:30AM yesterday, came back to it later and now it's 2:27AM the next day. I just wanted to vent my feeling of abandonment into a video but while making this video I realized that's totally not needed and probably immensely irrational. I'm still gonna be here for him and I'm probably just overreacting because I'm so afraid of losing everyone and everything and so I just have this potentially irrational belief that nothing matters HAHA yeah man I'm probably most definitely overreacting. anyway, this is just from the heart. I'm probably not going to get this monetized because of the music and the cursing. but it's okay. This is a real goodbye to my little cousin, just in case of anything, you know here's the music used(may not be all the music, I couldn't really recognize all the songs while making this): Lil Darkie-Anxiety https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wcc7wpZuqYI Del Tha Funkee Homosapien-Mistadobalina https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WeOuQ5qyP2A Gravediggaz-1-800 Suicide https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V0teGCgVMTw Lil Darkie-SWAMP DRAINED https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MYN6xgijwfU snap-@S3RB3T0 https://www.snapchat.com/add/s3rb3t0 twitter-@Dripxo_ https://twitter.com/Dripxo_ Insta-@Dripxo https://www.instagram.com/dripxo/ Sweatcoin: http://www1.sweatco.in/i/solochord His stuff: @laylowww.andrew on Instagram ESPOIR COLLECTIVE:(USE AMY15 FOR 15% OFF ALL MAKEUP AND CLOTHES) (this is for my friend Amy lol): https://www.espoircollective.com/ To follow along my journey, you can subscribe and hit the bell and follow my other social media to join along. Thank you for being here. ... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YGt98QEAxIQ

Guys! Tm I might record the first podcast! Please leave questions! Thx! ... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OUGs7yeA6ks