Artist - Behappy Album - Your Lot In Life Track - To Have Danced A Walk Of Shame Year - 2022 Genre - Experimental (Power Electronics/Black Metal) Credits Behappy - All other than listed Drums - Tracks 1 - 3 - The_Spiraling Drums - Tracks 4 - 6 - Kyra/RogerBocaney Saxophone - Track 2 - Gerson Laude Sample - Light And Dark interview - Adrian Lyrics: My favourite hotel is the back road of every dead end town at night Beauty by the U.V My favourite hotel is the back road of every dead end town at night Oh the shame of us who walk the streets Dancing through the lanes Waltzing in the moonlight Presented in everyone we meet Every passed by we talk with. Sat drinking in the sights of urban squalor And sharing tales of poverty and abuse A few laughs and a ruffle of the jacket Fingerless gloves, shemagh pulled tight Lighter passed between us Puffs of smoke, crack and weed Smack for some, e's for others Acid or ket in the rest Mostly drink and crack. Everytime we whistle down the road Admiring the glow of street lighting Amber rivers in the gutter Looking to the stars above Drifter's thoughts of freedom We're no different to them Yet so different to them We never stopped, we never quit We didn't fight, we didn't steal We took the drugs But not the doorway And through luck if nothing else We found opportunities from nothing. Intentionally homeless for five years Roaming, wondering, working odd jobs No buildings to stay in Yet was I ever on the streets? I seemed to walk through it all Still thinking of freight trains and adventure Of experiences and folly Seeking other so called crazies Just to tell tales with Laugh, share a drink and a smoke Then whistle off into the distance The problem starts to come When you've travelled around a bit For a few years And you keep seeing all the same faces Older In the same doorways Older Every time you pass a place you've known And nothings changed Only further degraded And there aren't any new stories to tell You'd heard They'd heard them When they were so much younger And they've been stuck since That's when you feel ashamed For singing through the street at night Or dancing in the moonlight Some danced with me With me But usually? I dance alone It breaks my heart to think about And even more to see And every night I pray for them Whether that means anything or not It doesn't matter really It's a privilege to feel such shame It's an honour to have sung with them It's a blessing they all smile whenever I pass It was never a struggle for someone like me Natural loner, drifter.. no deep trauma or disability And no sense of familiarity in my surroundings So I enjoy the life most wouldn't choose And many would love to leave Trying to remember at times What it was these people lost Find me elsewhere... https://be--happy.bandcamp.com/ (Bandcamp) https://soundcloud.com/youwillbehappy (Soundcloud) https://blog.harshnoise.club/behappy/ (Barely ever checked) https://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems-by/A_Conduit/ (Occasionally updated lyrics/poems/prose/bs) https://www.paypal.com/paypalme/BharaivaBehappy?locale.x=en_GB (Paypal if you fancy getting me a cuppa, no idea why you would..) Previous albums on youtube https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n0tl3pL9dSk (Lust for Life) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-iF62zl2Uso (A Corpse Paints) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d9vL25dOQwk (For Cathartic Reasons) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z9guqlslLck (Forget Me Not) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zTwlu5tCWt8 (Chemsex Murder) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0m1G26IAqYA (Rising Hostility) ... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6nzeKKrgmNQ

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