I get in totality having a Father alive but but not there and it can be very hard for a Son to understand why his Father acted or acts the way he does because all us Son's wanted or want is to be like our Father's.
Hopefully my story can help other Men in similar instances like this and hopefully Marquise Jackson can learn something from a Man around his Father's age..
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mz3lyW2tQnY