I feel like I have a lot to say but I never say what I need to say cuz I'm too busy saying irreverent things. and I want to say things but then I'm not sure what types of things I should say because I have a lot of different types of things and people seem to tend to see one side of someone and that makes me feel like I should show one side of myself but I don't know how to really do that so I don't say anything because I don't want to say too much. maybe I haven't been trying maybe I've been trying too hard in another realm and I should bring that here now. it's always been here with me I just also feel like I could tell the world something but if I'm about to tell the world something it seems the thing I have to say disappears in a way, I want to only speak truth but I don't want to necessarily have to say everything and sometimes when I go down a road I go very far and it could be very very far to turn back and my tangents have tangents because I'm more conceptual and I just want to be breathing here with you! ... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U9dbho0BJZQ

a song buy some guy named Walter from a movie I never seen. ... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Aojs3u8kXN4