Self explanatory ... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3fBLrWffjno

A relatable question about the seeking of enlightenment. What is it that we're really expecting upon reaching this supposed "enlightenment"? It is not in fact the human being that desires happiness. The human experience is a flow of mind – a spectrum of experience ranging from the subliminal states of the collective and personal ‘unconscious’ to the more clearly defined and sharply focused forms of the waking state. Each mind is a pulsating flux of energies through which, in which and as which awareness realises a segment of its infinite possibilities, and is thus a partial actualisation of itself. The individual mind is the agency by which awareness seems to become a separate subject of experience, from whose perspective it is able to know objective experience. As such, duality is the mechanism of creation. However, this partial actualisation of awareness involves a trade-off: awareness must consent to limit itself in order to realise a segment of its infinite potential. In doing so, it allows its nameless, formless being to assume a name and a form. Through this consent, being appears as existence. In order to bring manifestation out of being and into existence, the infinite contracts into the finite. The tension that is created by this contraction is the longing for happiness.From the point of view of the individual, happiness is something it desires for its own sake. Little does the individual realise that the desire for happiness is simply an equal and opposite force seeking to relax or dissolve the tensions that are inherent in the limiting of awareness from which it derives its apparent existence. The individual does nothing. It doesn’t even have a status of its own. It is an activity, not an entity. The entire existence of the apparently separate self or finite mind and the world that it perceives is a play in and of awareness. Awareness itself breathes the world into apparent existence at the expense of its own innate happiness. In doing so it seems to become so intimately merged with every aspect of its creation as to lose itself in it, and then it reclaims that happiness as its dissolves its self-assumed limitations and returns to itself. It is as though awareness breathes the separate self out of itself on the exhale, which is immediately followed by the natural impulse to draw in its breath. The desire for happiness is the gravitational pull of our true nature on itself when it has lost itself in its own imagination. It is the pull from our true nature of perfectly free and inherently fulfilled awareness on the limitations of the finite mind. From the point of view of the individual, this pull is felt as desire or longing. However, that is said as a concession to the apparent individual from whose imaginary point of view it s ... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f7RHO-kysrs