I have a sense that there is a power in the world, and that at some stage in it’s development or ontology, civilization became a context for power elites to exist over, situated and insinuated in the scheme as a parasite, and that the existence of parasitic power elites is somehow as well historically simultaneous to the existence of war. I think that this is an interesting point - that the power elites and war are simultaneous. War is the supreme agency of the elite's dominion. I do not know what the final possibilities are for civilization? In relation to war, and its corollaries - poverty, slavery, usury and the current economic-growth model paroxysmal drive to convert the living eco-system of the Earth into devastating suffocating poisonous trash? However, I think that the existing potentials for a civilization must be formulated into a hypothesis, resolved and examined in a focus. All this has to be considered, because without a sense of potential, we are unlikely to progress. It is very clear to me that the 'environmental agenda' has no causal link to the actual environment of our planet, which may or may not be undergoing a disaster. Such a disaster is not pertinent to the ‘environmental’ agenda - which has been formulated as a story designed to achieve some identified, but undisclosed end. What has become clear to me also is that the current existential state is not accidental and there is no unintended component to the device as it has been fashioned and forwarded to us. Everything that we see and all the stories we have been told are deliberate fabrications and they are artificial. We the people, are not to be involved in the creation of what transpires in our world in any way whatsoever. This much is now fully clear. This reality is the ‘primum mobile’ of the elite aspiration in relation to us. We are to be a fuel supply in a system, but we are to know nothing of the engine which we are driving. It is to be beyond our Ken. It is not difficult to achieve a fair society. I am satisfied that your vision for a better world is reasonable. It is a world that the ‘elites’ could manage into existence easily, and they know exactly how to do it. Achieving such would not even finally mean any relinquishment of any ‘ultimate power’ for them. Therefore I consider what is happening here and now to be a thing of mystery and of wonder and of horror.

I you he she us they them I you he she us they them me = I went down to the kitchen to make a cup of tea I looked through the window and I saw a bird in the tree the bird was singing the bird was singing to me the bird was singing this free totality entire utility entity agency necessity fair and square in a way probability expected random character being creation change nothing existence so to speak certainty could be pertinent = then = the bird stopped singing and turned and he looked at me and cocking his head the blue sky knowing the green leaves feeling the bird told me thus = when you see me going now I shall be coming albeit punctually and regardless you are welcome then the bird resumed singing = and singing on and singing this = divine actualized resolution random process finality frequency aesthetic stochastic being now periodicity chaos order contingency nature dimension emergency enjoyment and hence and readily and therefore and gone = and then summarily concluding our intercourse in flying so I put the kettle on = I you he she us they them I you he she us they them me.

I like to have the shaving gel that comes in a tube that you squeeze - rather than the aerosol type. It seems better and you can add in a bit of aerosol-type gel if you want to beef up the foam element of the preparation. They had Gillette Fusion ‘proglide’ shaving gel in a tube that I used to until quite recently get, but then all of a sudden it was discontinued, and you can’t get it anywhere now, and just when I was getting well into it. There is a good shop that I know, where I then consequently went, when the Gillette disappeared and I sought to find for a good alternative solution, and in this shop they had a nice selection of various in-tube gel - far superior in terms of low budget solutions, than any other shop that I know, such as ‘Superdrug’. I got myself 2 types of it, shaving gel, when I went there, and the one which I used today, that I bought yesterday, was ‘cooling’ gel and it was nice. I had not noticed that, that it was ‘cooling’ gel at the time that I bought it. The other thing is that I also got a good deal on BIC 4 blade disposable razors. I had never tried 4 blade disposable razors before. I used them yesterday and today as well, and I have found them to be a bit better and more efficient than the 3 blade disposable types which I have been using since I started to shave my head. There are less strokes required. I do my head and face in the shower and I have one razor in each hand to increase the speed of the matter. I finish off with the one hand feeling the head and the face for rogue remnants, and the other hand working the razor to bring a final finish to the task. Eventually, I was so pleased about shaving my head, generally as a fact of my life, that in the end one day I wondered if I would like it if I shaved some other area of my body, such as my arm. What happened was that I ended up shaving my entire body. I felt very relieved when I had done so. I think that the sense of relief at shaving myself all over, is originating in my sense of the meaning of dirt, which I believe has arrived in me due to my age and the fact that death is a thing of greater proximity at this time in my life than it was before. I am not sure why - but I do see that I have come to associate my own body hair as being commensurate with dirt, and the meaning of dirt is become in my sense death in the apprehension that I now have, seemingly due to my age. The whole thing is futile I suppose - to feel better, safer and more strongly attached to life itself as the outcome of shaving one’s entire body.