5/9 morning clouds https://youtu.be/-5rNINIWCtU ... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QAo4ZE4BzNE

Portland, Oregon 12:12pm checking out how the sky is changing (weather, clouds, haze, jets, drones, etc). Examining and interpreting some powdered stuff left in the parking lot that seems like it could be linked to other stuff. I talk about something here I call "MKDELTA" - I don't know if what I'm talking about is called MKDELTA; I googled MKDELTA and got nothing but disinfo (confusion, misdirection, obfuscation, fabrications etc). I am talking about a war or war game scenario involving a lot of covert, unconventional, and psychic/mind control techniques. ... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zyl_qQfeTHA

T, caduceus, eagle, flood. ... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OoZWfNe9mm8

00:00 - 4:00 Kari Chisholm's Black Flag story 4:43 - flash of colors, colored dots, idea of records and CDs - after making this video, probably the same day, the Queen songs Bohemian Rhapsody and Under Pressure started to come into my head, and I went to find these songs online - I saw that in the middle of the official video for Bohemian Rhapsody there were stage lights that looked like the colorful "records and CDs" I'd seen in the dream. Something that I didn't pick up on until just now is the double meaning of the word "colored" - that it was used as racial term meaning someone who is not white. 5:01 "Mother will they put me in the firing line?" Pink Floyd 5:33 Edie Lambert Exiting as quickly as possible - my daughter is in danger from white supremacists. I am also really astounded that people are not more concerned about their children being implanted, brains being hijacked, personalities being altered. Sense that this is an inherited position of leadership and these people see her as being unclean, impure, polluted because she is not white. I'm trying to exit as quickly as possible. I can't wait. I am running. There is a mechanism in place, this thing about waiting for a ride or some type of transportation, but that isn't working. They will delay it in order to sabotage me. Seems like I'm trying to get to Europe. Idea of spiders. Black spiders. Red spiders. 7:53 the name "Lambert" appears on a truck in the GoGo's video for "Our Lips Are Sealed" https://youtu.be/r3kQlzOi27M?t=128 Edie Lambert is a TV journalist in Sacramento. Lambert's parents were marine biologists and colleagues of my father at the time I was born. Both Edie and I were born in 1968 while our parents were working on San Juan Island. There may have been some kind of link between marine biologist Gary Brusca moving to Sacramento in the late 1990s, and Edie Lambert living there. I suspect "Our Lips Are Sealed" links to seals (like state seals, city seals) and maybe even specifically to Sylvia Plath's poem "Daddy" and the line "big as a Frisco seal" because I just looked at the seal of San Francisco again and I see that in the center part there is a big black object reaching out from one side, maybe intended to look like a coastline, but it looks similar to the "finger" shapes I've been seeing in dreams 8:10 Though I don't think we ever lived in the same town, I remember seeing Edie Lambert a few times as a young child. My strongest memory has to do with a trip to Disneyland, it would have been around 1976 or 77. Edie, who was my age, behaved in such a way that she helped traumatize me. I now suspect she was being manipulated through frequency based mind control. I was also subjected to trauma at Disneyland through a specific airplane ride that seems like it must have been some kind of secret area of the park. 13:55 Mickey Mouse "Plane Crazy" https://youtu.be/kCZPzHg0h80 I wonder if there's a link to Nirvana song "On A Plain" because my dad often says "I can't complain" 15:56 SNL "Hair Vlog" - the Aidy Bryant character in the cat suit says she styles her hair with "margarine" - I suspect this is about my Aunt Marge doing mind control on me (hair = thoughts, ideas, opinions) - she's in a hotel room which is where I think early "training" was done to me (family time share in Ocean Shores, Washington) 16:46 the character is Beetlejuice - linked to Betelgeuse a star forming the shoulder of Orion - but I think this might be suggesting a link to The Beatles, maybe through finance Seems like my mother had some kind of links to different artists, different that the links I have, because she was aware of her position and actively trying to leverage it in different ways - I think some Beatles songs are at least partly about this relationship, including "Girl" and "Norwegian Wood" 17:14 I feel like this "house painter" character might be linked to my daughter's father and his connection to Michael Payne and Ben Estrada 19:03 3:02am Idea of trying to set up a little village, a model village - winter scene - ice pond made of a mirror - trying to fix it up, put a light on it - lights reflect off mirror very bright (too bright) - snow seems like soap flakes. Wake - head doesn't feel right - feel I've been beamed Song: Killer Queen by Queen https://youtu.be/2ZBtPf7FOoM "Dynamite with her laser beams guaranteed to blow your mind" Thinking of Hole song "Northern Star" (misremembered as Northern Lights) being about Michael Payne," get name "Thor" (Thor Lindsey) - he died of cancer https://youtu.be/rUq0xkqJtmU Lots of musicians are getting cancer, dying of cancer, especially cancers of head and neck Dark - words moving - can't see anything Earlier, dream of a golden retriever crushed with Facebook characters ... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LNJNQ3lB-aI