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This was one of those sessions beset by technical gremlins. Maybe emotional ones too, I don't know. I wanted to try out a completely new arrangement of 'Winter'. I'm semi-wary of reworking this one, as I know it's a song that has a lot of fans - I guess we've all walked the path detailed - but I always felt there were more ways to nuance the lyric, and this is one way that I wanted to try out. Anyway, this was one of the takes that did go [almost] how I was aiming it to. Because 'Winter' is a song I never cut in the studio, even on 4-track - and it's too late now - there is no 'substitute' version for any live ones. But hopefully the soul of the song shines out past any technical faux's and foes. Light and peace, Me 20 Feb 2024 'Winter In My Heart' - words and music by Paul Murphy © 2022, 2024 . 'Winter In My Heart' There were words I should have said Moves I should have made But I'd been burned so many times I felt a little afraid If I told you how I felt that night Would you have stayed? I had winter in my heart Springtime in my soul I'd been left in pieces And you remade me whole The smiles came so easy The laughter stayed much longer When indecision held me back I should have been much stronger I gave up ground I should have stood She stayed with one who wronged her I had winter in my heart Autumn on my mind You pulled me from the precipice And then left me behind I still walk where statues stand And knock on unlocked doors We sailed a ship to paradise Yet stand on seperate shores You still glide barefoot thru' my dreams Do I appear in yours? I had winter in my heart And summer in my grasp We gaze at empty days now And mourn for what did not last . If you would like to buy my children a birthday card, many thanks - https://www.paypal.com/paypalme/DylEmTrust . . More of me on www.youtube.com/@paulmurphy4267 . Big thanks to https://www.youtube.com/@wheezybaconrobloxmusic7505 . . ... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YocWAwNaZ6Q