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My (Occasional) Video Game Addiction
When I was a teenager, and in my early 20s, I used to love playing video games. They were nowhere near as immersive as they are today, but were still a lot of fun nonetheless. I’ve noticed as I’ve gotten older, and now that I have a small family, I make a point of not playing video games — at least, not very often. But just occasionally, once every month or two, I get an unrelenting urge to install a game and spend half a day playing it.

The urge is hard to control. I often start dreaming of the game before I actually start playing it. I imagine all the tactics I will use and the immense fun that I will have. I sometimes control the urge for a couple of days, but eventually, I give in. Yesterday, was one of those days. I woke up at about 3am, installed a game, and just played. I was tired and I could have slept some more, but I couldn’t resist the urge. The thoughts were just racing around my head.

Some of you are probably saying, “That’s not an addiction! If you only play a game for a few hours once every month or so, what’s the problem?”. And I hear you! It’s not really such a big problem. But every time I play a video game, I feel an immense sense of guilt at the end of it. I don’t know why. While I’m playing, I really enjoy the experience. I accomplish a lot within the game. For example, I’m able to create a hero who conquers the world in a short few hours. But at the end of it, I think to myself, “What the hell did I achieve? — Nothing, that’s what!”. I feel like I’ve wasted half a day and achieved nothing.

I know, I know, I know. Some of you are probably saying that it was only a few hours. No harm done. But I just feel like I could have used that time do so many other things. I could have prepared a nice dinner. I could have made a new video. I could have gone for a walk or done some exercise. Three hours of exercise is actually quite a lot!

Some commenters have mentioned before that whether I waste my time playing video games, or waste my time watching TV, or reading a book, it’s essentially the same thing. The activity isn’t important. It’s just a form of leisure. But I truly think that video games are not the same as those other activities. If I watch TV, especially a documentary, I can learn something. I can learn about the plight of the Great Barrier Reef, or I can watch an in depth analysis about the current political climate in America.

Reading could also be seen as a learning experience depending on what type of book you read. But even a work of fiction still requires you to use your imagination. Half the fun of reading is coming up with all the imagined images in your head. Reading books and watching TV are fairly passive activities compared to video games. You can just plop yourself down o
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