Jesus' followers asked him, "When will the kingdom come?" He answered, "It will not come by watching for it. It will not be said, 'Look, here it is,' or 'Look, there it is.' Rather, the father's kingdom is spread out upon the earth, and people do not see it." - Yeshua in the Gospel of Thomas I got H1N1 when some friends and I were hanging out in their RV, and a person we didn't know from Adam begged to smoke a joint with us. It took me about a month to get the pneumonia out of my lung. Ironically, it was Patrick's organic Humboldt-grown Cinderella 99 in a water pipe that - I actually heard that ganja fizzle and kill that gnarly mutated flu bugger. That was a trip. Well, since then - for at least about 7 years - I think maybe once after that time - about 7 years since I've had ANY respiratory or flu bug. But making the mistake - for my health - of trying to stay in my tent during the entire "atmospheric river" - I actually finally got the mutated, weaponized bacteriomes. (The official plague) - I knew because I lost my sense of smell. Well, only several months later - a few days ago - I was once again blitzkrieged with Space Fence and geoengineered cold blocking out the sun, for days, again. This time, without all of my usual organic tools - particularly the Sun - and thus my fully operational Goddess-given immunity system - along with the anger of being a sky-spray activist going without sun for days, I was too crudulent to resist. So, today when the dark side wouldn't let me on in my usual spot, instead of getting angry, I made it into a sermon about not getting crudulous, not feeding the dark their loosh, not giving up my goat, staying joyful and thankful, and here I am, not knocked off in my other usual haunt. So, this is just a little reminder of the same thing I always preach - that the Kingdom of Heaven & the "Second Coming" is WITHIN you, when you live your dream of respectful, harmless, peaceful service to others, following your blueprint, you then BRING it, when we finally get the AGREGATE (majority) in tune with HER Perfect Divine Love. Give Thanks! ... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4L43qAeo0e4

#narcissistic #pollyanna I tell the tragic Anti mythological story of a friendly empath acting like a Pollyanna, who repeatedly forgives his "friends," who then rip him off again, and why this is not TRUE ONENESS CONSCIOUSNESS, as it is INVERTED into the perversion of letting them "walk all over you" again! In part 1, I go into a brief history of the term "narcissist," and "mental illness," Psychology," and "psychiatry," Enjoy! ... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zdXn4DLUs4k

In part two, I go into greater detail around my personal struggles being targeted here, there and other wheres - due to my gifts, awareness and wisdom which I FREELY give. By 'taking a step back,' (not taking it personally,) - sometimes it takes us years to do this - you can DISIDENTIFY with the exaggerated 'divine being' the Narcissist makes you out to be in the love-bombing phase AND conversely, the 'piece of garbage' the Narcissist treats you like in the discard phase. Basically, in the bigger picture of your entire life - you have to face the fact that it may just be the EXACT same type of slick, sick psychological manipulation, sweet flattery and guilt hurled onto you by that narcissistic psychopath. Where do you think they learned that sick behavior? Many blessings & One Love to all beings and may the MEMORY of personal wholeness lift all of us who are ready for FREEDOM out of these traps! Otherwise, it's as the Churchians chant every week, "World Without End A-Men" (with your memories invariably wiped in between lifetimes, FOREVER.) The truth is "IN THERE!" (Christ!) PEACE ... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6wRQKtfvU1c

This video comes from something I noticed years ago - that mostly, humans will filter their "heart" through their brain and mind's dogmas, limited agreements, and typical, "little me" associations. The point I made is that humans need to learn to filter their thoughts, beliefs, words and, ideally all actions, through their heart, essence, or "heart of hearts," as ultimately, in the awakened state, you'll know all of these other bodies, are also you, in different forms. Thus, the divine ensouled human will overstand the necessity of this, the only healthy mental filter they'll need, "is this true to the Heart?" So, to attain more of your heart's true clarity, the real place of the True Christ, FLIP the FILTER, from dogmatic, exoteric controls to sovereignty and, let your BEING be filtered only through your HEART! This does NOT mean cow towing, or being a Pollyanna, afraid to confront the lies and difficulties. ON THE CONTRARY, the people I've met, both in person and online, in the last three years, with the courage to tell the truth, spread awareness, and calm discernment - are some of the most HEART-centered people I've ever known. Living within the heart does not make you a good slave. It makes you MORE courageous! ENJOY ... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cYV6ppr_mcs