0:00 - 3:12 discussion of recording issues with phone, new landscaping around me, new siding on buildings 3:22 discussion of Mrs Moore, my 3rd grade teacher. In the dream, she's sewing something shut, and after thinking about all of this I think the idea is that she was part of sewing my mouth shut, sewing the door shut, etc. But rather than doing this through abuse, her approach was more of a reward/punishment system in which desired behaviors are made very clear, and I was rewarded for those behaviors. Meanwhile, I was falling farther and farther behind in math, and behing punished at home. I suspect my problems in math were at least partly linked to frequency-based manipulations of my brain. 7:10 I accidentally say "Mrs War" instead of "Mrs Moore" - this makes me remember her "War is Not Healthy" poster. This poster made sense in a broad context, but in the context of my life, it was a way of pre-pacifying any resistance to unjust treatment. Mrs Moore divide the class into "questionables" (children who misbehaved) and "unquestionables" (children who "never" misbehaved). You could move from one group to another by changing your behavior. It was a form of behavior control training, rewarding silence and compliance and punishing all forms of disruption. 10:54 hummingbird exclamation 11:33 Mrs Mellon was my 4th grade teacher who gave me a D in math even though other children performing at the same level were given better grades, explaining that I was "too smart" to be achieving at this level and she didn't think I was trying hard enough. 13:22 "Math Anxiety" a class I took in my first years of college probably was only held at HSU for one or two semesters and it was taught by someone (last name LeFevre, maybe) who was somehow connected to my parents through the sciences. We were taught relaxation and visualization techniques. I now suspect that this class and the use of the word "anxiety" in the title was actually part of this long term plan to create or to frame me as having mental health issues, as well as unable to do math. Clearly the people around me knew what kinds of things secret judges were looking for as far as qualities and flags, and groomed me, and found various ways to manipulate paperwork to support the idea that I was somehow deviant or mentally incompetent. 14:12 Mr Self, my 5th grade teacher 14:46 During my years at Freshwater School 1974-1980, there was a single class for Kindergarten through 4th grade, but the 5th grade class was split between two teachers. Mr Self was new to Freshwater School, while the other 5th grade teacher, Mrs Nickols, had been there since the 1960s. Mr Self, who was my teacher, was also the only male teacher at Freshwater School. There appeared to be a conspiracy against Mr Self among 3 or 4 of the more long term teachers, clearly instigated by Mrs Nickols who would visit other classrooms and complain about self to the other teachers loud enough so the children could hear. As I've said before, I was completely floored to learn last year that Mr Self was actually Mrs Nickol's brother in law. Mrs Nickols' maiden name was Banducci. 16:11 Correction - It's possible that part of Mr Self's mother's family was linked to the California Gold Rush but for the most part, his ancestors did not seem to come to California during the Gold Rush. I might have been a bit mixed up because his father's family lived in California Gold Country (Calvaras County outside of Sacamento, etc). Another possibly notable thing about Self's parentage is his mother's maiden name was Cheney, and that branch of the family came from Georgia. Self's fathers family seem to mostly have come to California from states like Arkansas, Tennessee, North Carolina. 16:35 Banducci family immigrated from Tuscany area of Italy. My research says most U.S. Banduccis live in California. 18:10 Marino's club in Arcata - there's an article about it here http://www.arcataeye.com/2011/09/remembering-long-lost-marinos-club-%E2%80%93-september-26-2011/ - building built around 1890, opened in 1933 by "Banducci and Pritchard" A quote from the article "When I asked Bill what the best thing was about Marino’s, he replied with a twinkle in his eyes, 'The apartments upstairs.'" - (I guess you either know what that means or you don't.) 18:45 Bill Cosby, who grew up in Philidelphia, started his comedy career in North Beach San Francisco where my father caught one of his shows, he said, at the Purple Onion. This led me to research these North Beach beatnik clubs and discover that the hungry i (1951 - 1970) was owned by a man named Enrico Banducci. Wikipedia suggests Enrico Banducci was the guy who started the beatnik fashion of beret-wearing, a likely link to Prince's Raspberry Beret and Michele (Dicostanzo) Crone. 25:11 2006 https://people.com/crime/bill-cosby-under-fire-peoples-original-story-about-sex-abuse-claims/ ... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hnEEJx4-Izc

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