Bennies::

- manifest your ideal people as a hallucination.
-- think of them like an imaginary friend that’s extremely vivid that you can talk to, feel, hear, etc. they also show up in your dreams often.

- you’ll randomly see, hear, and feel them at times everywhere. you’ll overhear them sneak you tidbits of information about your school, blackmail, murder / massacre related tips, etc. they’re immune to lying to you.

- or, if you have multiple of them, you’ll overhear their conversations, whether useful or not. you’re immune to panicking about these ‘hallucinations’ because they aren’t hostile and you’ll believe they’re real anyways.

- they give you info on: p!pe bombs, g!ns and where to get them, upcoming events, shit in your family and friends, and literally anything you want them to give you info on.

- these hallucinations are comforting and kind to you, but don’t think they’ll make you heal, because they’ll make your misanthropy, anger, and despair a hundred to hundreds times worse.

- they’ll willingly comfort you when needed / wanted and will pop up when you spiral far enough (far enough is up to you) and at your command. you can literally just say their name and they’ll pop up

- you can’t tell the difference between the hallucinations and reality. they’ll encourage you to do s3lf destructive / imp@lsive etc
-- and they’ll help with anything else you need. (homework, sh, games, etc.)

- these hallucinations appear immediately.

- no medication, convincing, refusal, therapy, and anything will make them go away nor will they make you doubt their existence.

- have your desired scenarios and relationships with them. have your desired things indicating they’re there. (ie; smell of pine, a certain word, etc.)
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p2faDJYcuBQ