Im so rustie, but i played this today only to find that its John Lennon z birthdae thoday
So happy birthday John.
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FPQYd116810
I feel like I have a lot to say but I never say what I need to say cuz I'm too busy saying irreverent things.
and I want to say things but then I'm not sure what types of things I should say because I have a lot of different types of things and people seem to tend to see one side of someone
and that makes me feel like I should show one side of myself but I don't know how to really do that so I don't say anything because I don't want to say too much.
maybe I haven't been trying maybe I've been trying too hard in another realm and I should bring that here now.
it's always been here with me I just also feel like I could tell the world something but if I'm about to tell the world something it seems the thing I have to say disappears in a way,
I want to only speak truth but I don't want to necessarily have to say everything and sometimes when I go down a road I go very far and it could be very very far to turn back and my tangents have tangents because I'm more conceptual and I just want to be breathing here with you!
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U9dbho0BJZQ
I know you say that It's all youre making up
I know that we are all the same in some way
we could be one already this conversation is
just like the intercourse we'll be having with consciousness
I really love the way I see the world I know
and every day is like today which way to grow
I really dont will to compromise
the love that we have could never, never never, never die
Im circum-
size is a reletive condition affects my
position with my consciousness
well I re-gress to my past
its all based on illusions
confusion emotions
hopeless abductions
past arrangements
fractional allignments
my darkness is always gonna be.. my favourite side
i say that ingest but realize i cannot hide anymore
I never did anyway
they saw through my bullshit
but it was never gonna change
it was like everything
like I know that
I could be so con- fused someday
silence in my heart when I know that I have
something to do and I'm afraid and
I dont want to lose and i dont know the way and
i cant choose and I cant say
i'm selfish on the inside and I
try to play it off on my brother sometimes
know that he can see through my lies but I
still try to hide
I can be
heavy without a sound I can be
light without sight im on fire and I ain't
lying to you cause there are no such thing as
half truths
just half assed remedies from a lack of a proper
perspective and follow thru
but I dont know
would like to show
in the light the darkness grows
in side of you knows you can feel the
vibes with everyone,
dont give up were still having fun its
all things and everything,
and nothing and now one wants to
know
time is an illusion so they say but how bout money
is that exactly what the future brings to me today
thats why they put me here_
where you cant hold me_
if you dont Know me
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BRbnAQH7SnM