born a slave but woke up to it as a young child lived a live of resistance starting early in my life with my abusive parents it was a tough start that leaded to abusive relationships that tought me a lot i was forced in the army where i became a deserter labeled from here as a person unfit for society all my attempts to heal through the system blocked i am not allowed to work to make a living ooooh they sure would like it if i kill myself as that was the goal all along as a targeted individual live can be tough but i stand tall like the tree of life with our lord on my side i will never cave i came to see it though till the end and i will thank you lord for giving me strenght

the mind is a real trickster if you allow ego to come in it in many ways can be your devil within so how this one plays out for you might show you things about yourself you are not willing to face it can go a few ways or you go deep without fear or you encounter your inner demon now if i may give a tip to get the mind working for the heart what i used to do is tilt my head to the right and then it would fall into the heart space from there tilt to the left and you have a clear mind now if you try it just on its own tilt left tilt right can you feel the difference of what it brings one is loving supporting and the other is diconnected from the heart so it might lass out now ofc there are those already in the heartspace most of the time for those this would be different see what it brings to you enjoy my friends