Video originally made by Nine Aetharia
Original video link:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6A71CBiv2mkOriginal video description:
Out of everything I have ever written thus far, serious songs included 'My whole life feels like a cold open' is the most dramatic line.
This one's called 'Peacekeeper' ironically, since most of Len's lines prior to these ones are often in understanding of Fukase's rules, or diffusing fights between Fukase and Eleanor. He's the 'peacekeeping' middle child of the group, while Eleanor is the one influencing the youngest to be headstrong against the eldest.
LYRICS
My whole life feels like a cold open
But I don't know when everything starts
I just might learn to stop hoping
The way I learned to stop searching for stars
Once upon a time
I used to believe that life takes care of you
And after a while
That soon proved naive
But I know one thing that's true
The only thing I can control is what I do
So while the world has ruined my view
It hasn't destroyed what I clung to
But there's only much that I can take
So many things I can learn are fake
The strongest of wills can always break
Under an empire's harsh mistakes
My whole life feels like a cold open
But I don't know when everything starts
I just might learn to stop hoping
The way I learned to stop searching for stars
Once in a rare while
I can still feel that childlike love for life
But every single time
Reality burns a bit of what hope's left inside
The only thing I can control is what I do
So while the match hasn't turned everything to ash
I'll do whatever I have to
But there's only so much people can take
So many mistakes that we can make
Until we decide, sometimes it's better
To lie still than to break
My whole life feels like a cold open
But I don't know when everything starts
I just might learn to stop hoping
The way I learned to stop searching for stars
Now I don't care what you do
I am done defending you
I am sick of being a fool
Thinking chance is never cruel
There's a reason people break
Why there's dreams that get unmade
Sometimes pain isn't worth the wait
My whole life feels like a cold open
But I don't know when everything starts
I just might learn to stop hoping
The way I learned to stop searching for stars
My whole life feels like a cold open
But I don't know when everything starts
I don't know what story is written
So I can't even play my part
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Lyrics, music and art by Nine
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