Absorbing and Reflecting This Video
I communicate my seemingly lifelong difficulties
of living and aspiring towards an sexual lifestyle and
people hiding in the shadows whilst also talking about visual phenomenon
you've maybe never heard, my inner self conclusions, future projects, looking for guidance etc.
NOTE :
The artwork was created by me taking public domain abstract pictures
of pieces of paper and using affinity designer to do graphic design work on it
to make it look like it does now so not everything was done by me, I just
changed values of color and effects and added filters, I also used a free font
and did effects,etc on that too.
YouTube Music Library :
arps solina - mylar melodies
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ubnHzJA57Vw
Humsafarby - ASHUTOSH
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VMqBV32HrLs
follow me - andrew langdon
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JCAUMnrBvfsB
take you home tonight - vibe tracks
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eN2GyZawtMs
average - patrick patrikios
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ievn54nV54Q
Compressor Works Twang
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CLzvkxiLL_E
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y6A9qunFYZ8
Absorbing and Reflecting This Video
Talk about social difficulties, connections desires, wanting physical nurturing, explaining problematic life, fucked up pc, etc
( INFJ bi-sexual leaning towards gay male at this point )
Note:
lol when showed my room it was pitch black nearly... shitty kindle fire camera.
Shitty software to work with as in "no pc", not actual software.
this video was recorded a few days ago can't remeber.
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fkf11OGfUSc
he third chapter and part five of my video/commentary playthrough
in The Urbz : Sims in the City (Nintendo DS)
This game was always awesome for me because of it's authentic atmospherical provocative that's similar to real life, it's distorted urban/american theme, truly enjoyable gameplay, internal and external sensation aesthetic experience explained more in the series and it had nostalgia from the begining also it's novelty; love it to this day.
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eL-YAJJwA6Y
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Trying to see what this x264 CPU encoder
will look like with various useful settings before going crazy
with it re-recording footage like this in 4k.
NOTE :
Their is some sharpness and scaling filter on the video and the reason the video looks awful
is because the default bitrate for x264 is crap for the resolution and fps, I was working with
it would look much more better if I had improved those qualities this was an experimental test.
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I0uTzuXRYGA
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Tainted By Knights of Concrete Shades
Bestowed Traversal Through Concrete Abstract Realism.
What is this?
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CHkYN0cV_uo
Wanted to let you all know that; I'm feeling rather down and unloved... no one wants to align with me and or doesn't align with me.. is it my voice, my looks, is it my mind... like it makes no sense to me.. why not at least one person aligns with me..? and so much more.
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m8kzWIfY0LQ