My face is beat up from directed energy attacks to my skin which were continuous through most of 2018. Along with creating red, rough, burnt patches, these weapons are used to create swelling and wrinkles, causing skin to look prematurely aged overnight. You can also see discoloration where beams are often focused on the tip of my nose.
00:59 in my experience dream programming is not that uncommon
02:55 Regarding the Nirvana song Sappy, which I noticed seems to be linked to a poem I wrote in March 1988 called "Caterpillar Jar" - I believe because Cobain saw my poem, though it's possible we could have both been under frequency-based mind control and were given the same idea - but at some point, he would have seen this poem, because he clearly saw and made references to other journal entries of mine. NOTE: Just in case somebody is worried - this FACT - that Cobain saw and based some lyrics on my journals - does NOT mean that I intend to sue Nirvana. I don't. I won't. I'll sign papers to that effect, with regards not just to Nirvana but in regards to everyone - assuming there is some other type of restorative justice going on, including an end to the mind control system and associated assassination system that's been causing all these problems for artists.
07:54 Regarding the name SAPPY - that is something from my journals, but he might be linking this to SAP (now called SAP SE) a German company (2018 revenue was €24.70 billion) that my brother took a job with right out of college.
09:54 I say I think my brother graduated in 1992 but actually that was me. Rod probably graduated in 1994.
Was - or is - SAP SE involved in the trafficking system?
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E5Y_AB22s50
7/24 9:35pm Dream: Sense of confusion between me and Brook. Saying to her "It's almost the 90s" - idea of time passing, talking aout how late it is.
Note: I keep getting zapped on the right side of the head - probably a dozen times today 7/24.
11:34pm That 70's Show has been on TV - no dreams really for past two hours but lots of little medical attacks on breathing, plus head zaps and suddenly aching legs.
70's show episodes featuring the "Michael Kelso" character in ways that really bring up stuff linked to Bret. The one with Fez's "sponge bath" dream (That 70s Show "You Shook Me" 16 April 2003) - and the one with Kelso making up words to "American Pie." (That 70s Show "Celebration Day" 14 May 2003)
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Head zap just now. I don't like all the medical attacks.
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Song: Bowie "Jean Genie"
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I get a flash in my head: Colorado Governor
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12:06am K & then a dot
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03:20am Dreams match... Bret & ?
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Image of (Bret - someone linked to Bret) gets into a car parked near Hollywood Max station - car has California plates - and drives off (speeds off)
+ shock to head.
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on TV: Fasenra commercial "asthma symptoms hold you back"
https://www.ispot.tv/ad/dQD7/fasenra-asthma-symptoms-hold-you-back
Roxy keeps meowing.
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Links to Bret Bowman - others trapped in similar California Hospitals.
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I see vision of a whole bunch of people - men & women, but more women - in camouflage military uniforms, posing for portraits - like individual portraits done for military collaged together. Sense that these are people put in harms way, maybe into Bret's position.
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZDY_l-hrDKk
Commenting on CNBC article https://www.cnbc.com/2020/09/10/2020-election-news-voters-see-trump-biden-as-mentally-unfit-to-be-president.html - CNBC - ("Most voters don’t see Trump and Biden as mentally fit to be president, new poll shows") and associated issues
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8TpV7ruXXSI
I am not sure what is going on here but I'm leaving this video up in case there is some kind of link deliberately being made between live stream broadcasts 41 and 10
41 https://youtu.be/XF9Bqhli8LM
10 https://youtu.be/e1XBT3ZY-ew
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Oyo22URE5aE
00:00 - a false memory implanted during sleep (about dreams and induced telepathy)
04:00 - dream from previous night suggesting a link between gang colors and Freemasonry
05:48 - a review of the rash of "random" murders in Portland, Oregon and Klamath, California in Spring 2017 which included my brother-in-law and my next door neighbor
07:10 - Many of these murders have no motive, or "racism" as a motive. How do all these murders occur with no motive? How do people make the choice to spontaneously and violently murder a "random" person when such an act is likely to result in them spending the rest of their life in prison?
08:09 - DEW marks appearing on the right side of my face about a year ago appear to reference Bloods (3 dots near my mouth) and Royal Arch Masons (3 dots near my right eye which were then transformed into an inverted "T" shape). Both groups use the color red
09:09 - over the past few months it has been made clear to me that there is a longstanding partnership between Freemasons and the U.S. military going at least back to the westward movement and genocidal "wars" against Native Americans
11:00 - The ripple effects of this genocide affects the everyday texture of life in northwestern California where I grew up
11:45 - The Doctrine of Discovery used to justify this genocide is deeply racist "law" used to justify massive land theft from Indigenous people
12:20 - Once the Natives were killed or placed into concentration camps, the land was parceled off, developed, and exploited through Masonic networks
13:13 - From my point of view, I think that before white contact, Native people developed a system of law and ceremony specifically aimed toward reducing or eliminating the need for armed conflict. Also you cannot discount the cultural impact of a value system that disparages, rather than rewards, acts of greed
13:44 - Sound of a military jet
15:03 - I'm just trying to understand why such a partnership (between military and Freemasonry) would exist in this day and age, considering how much crime and corruption seems to be connected to Freemasonry
15:33 - This may go to the heart of problem with covert implants and covert implant-based assassinations. If the activity involves both military and organized crime - when criminals decide to add "extra" implants and harm people or conduct assassinations with these implants outside of military or police jurisdiction, the military, police, and court systems all act as if their hands are tied and do not investigate even obvious cases (like that of Redsky Rojas https://youtu.be/Ms-WgOk-gho) - because to expose one involved group risks exposing all groups. Victims - including American citizens - are now left without due process or any kind of effective human or Constitutional rights.
17:00 - Why do important law-enforcement branches of American government (police, military, FBI, etc) openly work with other branches (such as CIA) who have a well-known long-established history of criminal acts and collaboration with organized crime? Why are criminally-affiliated branches of government praised and supported by members of Congress, etc?
18:00 - Have we all just accepted a system set up by organized crime as superior to the laws carefully created by our Founders and enshrined in our Constitution? Have we simply accepted the idea of being a nation ruled by crime?
18:40 - Back to discussing previous night's dream, pedophilia, recognizing that I was sexually trafficked as a child
20:54 - Ideas about how to deal with pedophilia - a multi-generational issue. Consider a harm-reduction approach centered on the health of children while recognizing that many perpetrators were also victimized as children (another big reason to protect children)
23:04 - another jet flies over
26:00 - pedophilia cannot be brushed under the rug
26:36 - recent killing of Oregon hiker apparently by a mountain lion requires further discussion (wild animals are implanted and programmed for aggression)
30:11 - need to talk more about significance of number 33
31:00 - need to talk more about what I've observed about manipulation of weather
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4IZQvWuEv4w
I was awoken about 7:30am hearing geiger counter spike up incredibly fast, blast of radioactivity - ran straight outside. Came back in, and a few minutes later, the radioactivity levels started to go up again, more slowly this time, so I grabbed my phone and recorded some of the Geiger counter reading before going outside. These attacks have been repeated along with other attacks including, I suspect, ultrasonic radiation, and appear to be an obvious attempt to assassinate with cancer. I suspect these radiation attacks are coming from the giant swarm of high altitude of weaponized drones I've been documenting over the past few years.
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gEfoWia1Je8
0:00 - 1:14 drone activity in sky (seen throughout video)
1:30 - song - Hold On (I'm Coming)
2:53 Rozz Rezabek, Courtney Love Cobain, Lesli Arbuthnot are all involved in medical manipulations, trafficking, murder
4:15 New Dodge pick up with dealer plate
5:08 Rozz Rezabek had a medical event; they put him into Providence Hospital room 22 (nemerological to Order of Eastern Star)
6:08 Jay-Z "Moonlight" hints at a plan to eliminate Rozz
6:18 more new cars
7:03 duplicated image files in ome of my accounts showing people marked for death, includes a doubled image of Rozz with me and two other girls
How much of this is linked to Courtney Love and how deep are the links?
8:20 recollections about Melissa Rossi interview with Courtney for book Queen of Noise
9:03 use of frequency tech to manipulate powerful emotional states including "crushes"
9:50 Subaru with dealer plate
10:37 New Mexico license plate, Allen Salway
11:17 According to an earlier dream, these houses are linked to Courtney Love
12:28 Hold On (I'm Coming)
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_PNUnJonjAU
You can hear noises come from the implants in my digestive system - I personally don't notice this until I hear it played back in videos liken this. It's only one of the unpleasant things that have been done to my body and for which so far I've been offered no recourse, no remedy, despite persisten requests to all the appropriate authorities. Michael Payne of Pierce Co, Washington is probably behind this implant.
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B8XXgjE6sT8