a fun spur-of-the-moment dance. Filmed October 20th 2013. Sorry that it is so rough and not perfect. The audio is Pumashock's cover of this SNSD song. ... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1R7NNp84Nr4

a Western fight. The main floor of my house is always so messy since I live with other people. This is what I was doing on the night of Feb 5 2018. I was spending a lot of time with family. There is a video of me that I did not upload of me holding my newborn nephew but I didn't include it and chose to keep it private but I do feel bad that I am not being genuine uploading every last moment of this exciting time. ... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eRMxyKYZha4

"Our awareness is evolving" - I'm sorry it has taken me so long to wake up. Why did I see this so late? Why did my Spirit resist all this time and fall deeper into the spider webs instead of let you help me rise up and out of it? I am a traitor and a betrayer for what I did compared to what you were trying to help do. I am ready to keep learning and to be serious. I am trying. I am sorry for going so painfully slow and your patience is otherworldly. I don't have to type it, or say a word. I know you know what I mean by feeling it. It's just T.H.A.T .... that feeling with a bunch of layers and dimensions and images and shots and reels shown flashing in front, it's that subtle meaning that words cannot convey, but a nod of a head and a single tear sparkling in both of our eyes will do. Its that smile you have when you tilt your head back, your teeth so familiar and your gentleness and reassurance that speaks to me so much. The way your hands move when you explain things that drive me wild. Because I know you too, and yes I've been scared and terrified since 2018, blocking myself from knowing. But I am ready now. Ready to get serious. Ready to know. Ready to go in. It is Time. and I'm sorry it took me so painfully long to get here in awareness in Spirit. ... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AlMM5dMHdIg

showing off my dinner April 5 2022 so you can taste some too :) . South American vibes and Jamaican/Caribbean/Tropical vibes. ~What jaguars eat in the jungle~ Broccoli Labneh Za'atar Bertolli Olive Oil Chef Paul Prudhomme's "Seafood Magic" Louisiana seasoning Cod Fish with Lemon Coconut rice with corn Grilled Plantain Grilled pineapple with cinnamon ... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g6WGE5vvbr4